[ 10:49 AM ]
kinda alot of ppl were asking me bout my msn PM.
and you were asking me if im angry anot. YES I DO.
seriously would you get fed up if ppl keep asking you if you
are working this day or that day or wateva day?!
like wat seyy. and would you get more fed up if you told tat person to stop asking
and yet that person still ask?!
i mean im not angry if ppl were asking me if im working for some specific reason.
like outings or projects or wateva.
but if ppl asking juz to have free food then FUCK OFF!
want free food, GO AND WORK YOURSELF!
you noe, i sort of agree wit my fren, achid.
somtymes ppl are juz using us to get their own benefits.
kk. i tink im overreacted. errgghh.
so yeah i was toking with him about jobs.
and suddenly he say he got a job for me.
he says $8/hr. 5 days only. but tough.
and i ask him wat is it. and guess wat?
filling up oil for mrt. and i actually fall for it.
he was laughing all the way. and i juz realised tat it was juz a joke.
i forget lar dat mrt doesn't need oil. hahhahaa.
dian is so dumb! hhahaha.
so anyway i went for interview yesterdae with 2 of my frens.
and yes i get the job. hhahaha.
but guess wat is the job? tsktsk.
selling calendar. oh wow! hahahaa.
we sell the calendar for 5 bucks. it was an offer price.
and each calendar we sell we get $1.50.
so yesterdae we start selling at toa payoh.
out of 2 long storey flats, i manage to sell 2.
my fren one each. hahaha.
den we went home and my mum bought one.
kesian punyer psl. kehkeh.
so my mum was laughing at me.
and she says i should juz stay with kfc.
she says if i really found a job, den i can quit kfc.
wen i tink over, i sort of agree wit her.
so yeah finish selling the calendar and i will be back in kfc i guess.
hhahah. anyway anyone one to buy calendar?? pllssssss. (:
hhehehe. and pplpplppl. STOP ASKING ME WEN AM I WORKING JUZ FOR FREE FOOD!
[ 1:56 PM ]
i was so sick yesterday.
i throw up wateva i eat. i had diarrhoea. i had fever.
all in one.
it was the most painful ting i ever experience.
and i actually cried.
thnx to my parents who had taken care of me yesterday.
my mum actually buy my favourite drinks which is chocolate milk.
and she even cooked porridge. but yeah i throw up every bits of it.
even my favourite food that my dad bought doesn't seems tempting to me.
gosh. i was so weak that i can't even stand up.
i stay in my bed the whole day. except wen i need to throw up.
my parents wanted me to go to the clinic but i refused to go.
coz i don't tink i had the energy to walk.
and today im much better. but i still have fever and headaches.
god. i hope i would not have to experience this again. (:
[ 11:08 PM ]
yay! my com are okay now. sort of.
hahaha. thnx to my dad the jimmy neutron.
anyway. yeah nothing much to say lar.
hheheh.
and i finished 15 pieces of arts. 45 more to go(:
hahhaa.
[ 4:37 PM ]
ok ppl. so my comp rite now got some problems.
like wen i on it, it will off back. errghh.
ok so i have to go to my fren house to lend her com.
but for awhile only lar. will repair the comp today(:
yay! hhahaah.
so anyway..today went out with my fren, idah.
actually i was suppose to accompany her to go for an interview.
its a customer service job lar. at kfc.
hahahhaa.
so wen we reach there..omgoodness.
the place like got alot of minahs and mats.
hhahhaa. and its not only kfc branch.
but oso pizza hut and taco bell.
so u can imagine how many minahs and mats are there.
hhahha. so one of them give my fren a form.
and she go and tell the person tat im oso working.
i was like eh no lar seyy.
but she juz ignore.
i juz fill up the form lar. since i was bored at home.
hahahaha. for fun ok.
i won't take that job for goodness sake!
hahahaa. eh actually the minahs are quite frenly you noe.
i made 2 frens olredi eventhough i haven't start work. haha.
but yeah some of them are scary lar. starestare.
errgghh. but who cares.
den one of idah's fren come out and take the form.
den she say the manager will call for interview.
like im not going to pick up the fone!
im seriously going to look for other jobs lar!
so after the interview..went jln2 at toa payoh inter for awhile.
and then..here i am updating my blog at my fren's house. (:
will be back home in awhile later. ((:
[ 2:49 PM ]
today was the day the results was released.
and im like more nervous den my sister is.
hahahaha.
anyway we came late but not tool late lar.
hahahha. my mum.
she's always late. hehhe.
anyway after the talks and all they get the results.
my sister den come to us smiling all.
and i was like 'shit.
hahahahhaa. coz i tot she got higher den me lar.
den she show us the results.
and oh my god. her results is like WORSE den we actually tot.
and she can still smile. juz bcoz she pass.
so my mum scolding her. coz it was her fault she didn't do well.
for god sake how are you going to do well wen u neva study at all?!
hah. she's tat kind of person lar.
dun care bout this stuff.
so yeah she cried. and i have to console her.
eh, im her sister riteeee.
and im like telling my mum tings had happened.
and i tell her juz forget bout it. but my mum dun care.
haix.
so, farah, do well next tyme OK?!
haiya. and my mum force her to go to my skool!
which i dun want! i hope she go to other skool. with her frens all. (:
or if she did go to my skool, she better have some frens wit her!
[ 11:49 PM ]
okok. dunaskdunask. bout tat geylang job.
tsktsk.
erggh. lyk last min amira say she canot go.
haix. nvmnvm.
seriously, does life have to be this problematic?!
okok. *take a deep breathe.
ok so i won't update on whether i found any job anot.
unless i reaaaaallly get the job.
and you noe wat?
wen i tell my mum about the job in geylang.
she's like suddenly tink it was some kind of prostitute job.
hell NO mama!
hahahhaaha.
so today we went to geylang for our dinner.
and yeah we passed by the place.
and my mum was like seeseesee!
i look outside and saw a bunch of apeks and bangla standing in front of this shop.
and my father say inside got woman showing their body.
then i was like HELLO! this is not the job!
but they kept saying it is.
so yeah after dinner we went home and pass by the place again.
and the job is supposed to be selling HPS!
aiyoh! relax lar you all. hahahah.
your lovely daughter won't go for tat kind of job ok!
hahahaha.
i can see tat my parents face was soooo relieved.
and they forced me to fill up the form and work there.
but i changed my idea olredi. since none of my frens wanted tat job.
and i oso got some valid reasons which i tink is not necessary for you all to noe.
until the right times come lar den i will tell ok? (:
so yeah in the car..we were talking bout my sis PSLE results.
which is TOMORROW!
aargghhh! i was super scared lar. hahahha.
im scared tat she got higher den me. omg!
hahhaa.
actually i got this nightmare tat she scored higher den me by 2 marks.
hope it doesn't come true!
hhahaha. im such a bad sister. but seriously, me and her nothing in common.
hhahahaha! *devil laughter
so yeah watever it is im still her sister rite.
so wish her all the best for the results.
will update ya soon about it ok! (:
nitenite ppl!
[ 8:38 PM ]
i wake up around 11+ today.
gosh. i was super tired.
i slept like around 3am.
i watch cartoons as usual. [eh,there's still a kid in me ok!]
hhahaha.
anyway. after that have a bath.
then play comp.
around afternoon like tat, i went out to buy newspapers.
went to search for jobs.
and i found lots of it(:
but yeah some need above 16.
and well there are some that are suitable for me.
but too far.
anyway i found a job as a part tyme roadshows.
well, i called and they say i can go and fill up the form at geylang.
hhhehe.
so im going with amira coz she says she noe the place.
sms serene to tell the info. and she's going.
yeah. after that make ice coffee and some breadwitheggs.
and do my art homework.
omg. i have to do like more then 60 pieces of drawings!
and i done nothing.
anyway. now i had finish 5 pieces of drawings(: yay!
still got like 55 pieces of drawings to go.
heheheh.
and guess wat? i draw spongebob.
and you noe wat?
i LOVE IT lar! first tyme i draw spongebob very nicely.
not 100% perfect. but for a an art students who sucks,
i tink its the best i've drawn(:
hhahahaa. (: i draw his friends too.
and yeah turn out patrick was drawn handicapped.
the rest, well, ok lar. but canot compared to my spongebob.
hhahaha.
[ 11:19 AM ]
erggh. sdjgfhgehjrenj!
okok. first ting first.
firstly, i went for the interview.
guess wat?
the manager is not there.
like @#^&!$*@ rite!
then they say they want minimum age 16.
no 15++++++!
yesterday they tell me can.
then now they say canot.
and the way that nyonya tok to me like not happy.
wat seyy. can go to hell lar.
who needs ur job anyway!
so after that we went to eat. as usual.
hahhaha. again and again.
i dunno why im not getting fat. hahha.
i seems to eat alot since im slacking at home.
and due to eating outside like every single day.
haix. anyway. this tyme i remind my mum not to go crowded places.
and yeah we went 2 to 3 places and the places are all packed.
then we went to thomson. somewhere over there lar.
and we found a place tat is not too full.
actually its kinda empty lar. hehhe.
*happy seyy
so i was super noisy. and im the last to finish up my food(:
went back home after that. (:
[ 11:54 AM ]
boo! hahha.
ok. firstly i wanna wish my gf happy belated bdae to her.
her bdae yesterdae. hhehee.
but i did msg her 12 am sharp. (:
ohh, iqah, we will went out and celebrate ok.
dun you ever say no!
anyway..yeah so im still slacking.
noting extraordinary happen to me.
well, yesterdae we went out to eat AGAIN.
hhehehe.
and all the places are still packed even tough its midnight.
soo we went a few places and at last we found a seat at jln kayu.
hahaha.
but the place is still crowded lar.
we had our food.
&& i was super quiet.
BCOZ i hate crowded places.
seriously i do. and i dunno the reason why.
i juz love to eat at a places where it is quiet and not many ppl.
i tink its bcoz i can eat and make as much noise as i want.
hehhehe.
so i was showing face to my mum coz she was the one who wants to go here.
but my anger didn't last long tough.
after eating, i went to the car straight away.
and yeah im happy back. hhahaha.
then we went home coz there's nowhere to go in the middle of the night.
we went to supermarket nearby our house to buy some stuff.
and my mum help me ask them if they still need staffs.
fortunately, they do need one(:
unfortunately, they need a minimum age of 16):
but they say i can try to go interview.
coz im 16 in like 3 more months(: [birthdaypresent yeah]
hahahaa.
well, im going to try for it today i guess.
ohh ppl. do wish me luck yeah. (:
[ 4:58 PM ]
i can feel it .
yeah i do .
the sense of excitement .
&& butterflies too .
i noe it sounds stupid .
but for sure its true indeed .
As u walk past ,
leaving ur footsteps behind .
i step on it & kept it in mind .
the way i shiver & feeling weak .
screaming & jumping like some kind of a freak .
i noe it sounds crazy .
but i can't help it, really .
To noe tat u had someone else in mind .
&& to hear ur lies from time to time .
make me realised tat u're not going to be mine .
i try to give up but it hurts alot .
as u has always been the dream guy of my life .
each time u pass by , my heart aches .
&& i broke down inside .
Nobody knows the obstacles i went through .
trying to be happy when inside im suffering .
liking other guys wen all i could tink was him .
trying to avoid but wat i do is hunting .
now all of it is a past .
&& it has been kept in mind as memories .
memories that i will try to forget n start afresh .
memories that made me realise its all over n done .
memories that made me realise guys are such a fake .
memories that made me realise that ...
I HAVE GIVE UP !
this poems i dedicate to him.
maybe liking him has made me learnt tat we shouldn't take tings for granted.
and i noe watever i do, i won't be with him.
im happy for him if he's happy with his life. (:
[ 1:25 PM ]
money money money!
hhahaha. yeah. for me money is my life ok.
well, besides love and care.
ok so i've been working in kfc for like oh so sweet&sour one year.
kinda shocking yeah. to hear tat i've been working for one year.
i myself was shocked.
but really it was great experience to work.
i can feel the tiredness and the difficulties.
but wen we get our salary, its all worth it.
hhahahhaa.
and of course for godsaken, im not going to stick to this job forever!
i juz work for fun ok. hehhe. and money.
so yeah. actually im tired of this job.
the money littlelittle but the job moremore.
and many ppl had ran away and left me alone.
boohooohooo.
so i was tinking of getting a new job too. (:
well a few of my frens offered me a job.
but some places are way too far.
or some jobs are not meant for me.
sorry to say this but im kinda choosy.
duuhhh. who wants a job that you are not interested in?!
sooo there's a few job i've been eyeing on.
hopefully the job is available lar.
aarrrgghhh!!!
can i have a new job pleaaaaase?
pretty please?(: hhehehe.
my first day of working. (:
[ 12:36 PM ]
haix. world neva seems to be complete without problems going on.
well my dearest frens are having problems.
i felt sorry for them and of course i do.
kaushalya had juz break up with her bf,dinesh.
both of them are egoistic and yeah they showed face to each other.
so it turned out that they didn't last long.
but kau, if you read this, dun worry so much k. dun be so sad k.
you've got a tons of boys queueing up for you. and yeah its TRUE ok! hahhaah.
anyway fatin and faiz lasted only for 5 months.
which is really a shocking news to me. coz i tot they would last forever.
they are such a sweet and loving couple.
so, to fatin, heyy get over it k.
i noe its hard to forget someone who's been with you for 5 months.
but life have to go on yeah. you still have your winterlove rite(: hhahha.
and from what i noe they ended their relationship with a pathetic,nonsensical and unreasonble reason.
so should say that faiz guy is such a jerk.
and for priya. she still happily ever after with her bf.
but she's got a prob with her mummy.
she told her mummy that she was going out with us to sch.
and her mummy call fatin and kau.
unfortunately, kau said no coz there really isn't any skool tat day.
so her mummy was super angry. but i dunno what happen to her lar.
got no news from her yet. pray for her tat she is ok yeah.
and as fren, i hope she and muhaimin last long forever.
as for me, well no problems with guys at this moment.
im leading a happy life with my beloved family and friends. (:
[ 10:06 AM ]
heyyPPL! hhehe.
well yesterdae seems to be another outing for me.
my family always have an outing everyday. but we went out juz to eat.
fortunately, yesterdae my parents decided to go sentosa.
but too bad,wen they had decided to go, it was mid afternoon.
by the tyme we reached there it was about 5+.
so there's nothing much to play. we went around the sentosa.
then we go for skyride. it was so damn high! i dun even dare to look down.
and surprisingly we forgot to smile for the camera at tower 2.
well except for my sister who didn't even tell us there is a camera. haha.
anyway we went for 2 ride way. my mother want to go for luge.
but it is kinda embarrasing, so i tell her not to go for it.
when we reached at the other side, there is this shop in front of it.
and it says remember to see our picture. and guess wat, our picture looks dumb!
especially me coz i was taking a pic of myself. hahah.
my sister looks nice though. juz because she smile for the camera. hahah.
but whatever it is, we still print out the picture.
after that we went to the gigantic merlion and walk around there while eating ice cream.
i BROUGHT a camera but the battery is very WEAK. ohh shucks.
so we didn't manage to take alot of photo.
after walking all day, we decided to go back and ride the skyride.
then we went to the siloso beach. the sand are so smooth. hehhe.
anyway there are some show happening but we didn't go for it.
coz it was flooding with ppl. we went to take a stroll for a while.
den we went home. on the way home, we stop at pasir panjang for our dinner.
we want to go at east coast but there is totally no seats. so no choice.
well, today may not be the BEST trip ever coz it was kinda boring. but i still had fun with my family(:
and ohh! i do have the pics.
but im not going to upload it. hahah. sorry ppl.
some things u cannot see ok!
[ 9:28 PM ]
happy deepavali ppl! haha.
ok so yesterday was deepavali eve and my family went to this bazaar in little india.
oh it was super hot and stuffy. i was sweating like hell.
anyway, we didn't buy much coz noting interesting over there.
we went around the bazaar for half an hour like tat den we went to have our dinner.
gosh i was sooo relieved. hhaha. we went to eat in bukit timah there.
i tell you the tom yam over there are super nice. hahah. you should go yeah.
so yeah we went home after that lar. hhhee.
and today we went out again. we went to our relatives house as they are going overseas.
after that we went to CCK and buy some clothes.
ohh i tell you the clothes are so fucking nice. i wish i could buy all of it.
but of course i can't. haha.
i bought 3 clothes and yeah it cost almost 100 bucks total.
but its worth it. hhhaa. (:
anyway, i have deleted posts from maytooct.
and yeah i changed my url.