[ 7:51 PM ]
am back from bella's party. (:
kk. here's wat happened...
first me, iqah and fatin met at novena to buy bella's present.
walked everywhere to find the best present ever.
and we end up in this shop.
the clothes all damn nice lar! omg. its like playing on my mind rite now.
then then we decided to buy teddy bear. (:
and we bought a nice box and ribbon.
den sat for awhile to relax.
den went to tpy to meet with the rest.
sat at the staircase. waiting.
amira and ain came.
had to wait for the guys. damnit. guys are so slow! make up or wat?! worse then gals!
finally they came. :
reached bella's house arnd...4.30..
we the first batch to come. haha.
den awhile later her frens came.
want to eat so paisehx. but at last i eat. but lil only.
malu lar kaaaaan. ahahha.
malu abeh rugi sndiri!!!
anyway..they had doa selamat. so we sat in her room.
camwhore.
then iqah had to go home. mummy scold olredi.
i followed her since i stay near her house.
den fatin oso went home with us.
the rest stayed.
dengar2 weiqiang and weisiang eat second round eh???!!!
ahahhahahahahahaa. tk tau malu!
well, the party was fun i guess.
biaser lar..kan ader dian!!! hahahhaa. *perasan
HAPPY BELATED BDAE BELLA CASHEW NUT!!!!!!
[ 9:47 PM ]
Telah jauh terpisah, diriku dan dirimu,
Dalam ruang dan waktu,
Sendiriku jalani sepiku, tanpa dirimu,
Resahku tanpa hadirmu,
Sungguh berat hatiku untuk merasakannya
Salahku mencintai dirinya saat jauhku terpisah
Darimu,
Dan hadirnya menyentuh hatiku,Untuk cintainya,
Hatiku pun inginkannya,
Hingga runtuh setiaku kepada dirimu
Kusakiti hatimu yang tulus mencintaiku….
C/OMaaf ku tak bisa memilih dirimu
Karena kuterhanyut mencintai dia
Inilah salahku yang memberi ruan
gDidalam hatiku tuk mencintainya
[ 9:45 PM ]
Ku pernah punya cinta namun kini ku sedang suka kamu
Cintaku dulu tlah kubuang jauh kini ku ingin kamu
Ku pernah menyendiri di sini ku akan terasa sepi
Walaupun bibir penuh gelak tawa namun hatiku sepi
Jangan bilang tidak bila kita belum mencoba
Siapa yang tahu akan sama hatimu dan juga hatiku
Banyak yang bercinta bertahun-tahun putus juga
Kuharapkan dengan dirimu walaupun singkat pendekatan
Cinta kita kan abadi
Ku pernah punya cinta namun kini ku sedang suka kamu
Cintaku dulu tlah kubuang jauh kini ku ingin kamu
Jangan bilang tidak bila kita belum mencoba
Siapa yang tahu akan sama hatimu dan juga hatiku
Banyak yang bercinta bertahun-tahun putus juga
Kuharapkan dengan dirimu walaupun singkat pendekatan
Jangan bilang tidak waktu dicium aku bingung
Namun dada ini bergetar
Makanya sungguh aku mohon
Jangan bilang tidak
[ 8:30 PM ]
art. prep work. final work. stay back.
stress.
nearly finish my prep work. i guess. if ms woon accept it.
starting my final work soooooon. (:
fatinwinterlove loss her art portfolio.
dun werry k, we'll help you(:
hope the person who found it, return it.
today friday..last week of this week. hahaha.
i wonder if he finished exam yet.
I MISS AWAN GILER BABI LAR OI.ehh. ehh. CLOUDS lar yerr. HAHA.
[ 8:38 PM ]
to choose between the rain and the sun.
i do not know which is best for me.
rain was always there await to pour down.
and yet i keep delaying it.
coz all i need now was the sun to light up my world.
sun..a weather where ppl wants to have fun.
rain..a weather where ppl felt cozy at home.
why can't i choose both at the same time..
so that i could not hurt either one.
rain..
i appreciate u waiting even if it means forever.
but i think its time for u to pour at other places.
coz all i need now was the sun.
im sorry.
[ 10:19 PM ]
tmr starting school.
and yet im still not looking forward for it.
should i??
but i can't wait to finish my o levels and end my sec life.
guess i had to look forward for sch tmr. haix.
patient dian. patient.
suffer rite now and do well for o's.
and you'll be the happiest kid in the earth. haha.
oh god. i hope nothing happen for the first day tmr.
and hope no butterflies in my stomach till i can't sleep!
(:(:(:
to all my friends,
see you tmr!!! (:
[ 7:43 PM ]
am back from botanic garden.
went there just to take some pics for art..
mama drive there since ayah working.
park near the durnhill gate. or wateva the spelling is.
we plan to go orchid garden. but end up at halia garden.
so we walk out and walk along the road.
before that we walk in halia garden first.
went to the lake and saw two huge swan.
was crowded over there as ppl want to touch the swan.
walked back and saw this malay guy taking photos.
i tink he might be some photographers or samting.
anyway mama was disturbing him.
like she go near the camera and suddenly "boo!".
the guy was so shocked lar. we were like laughing all the way.
then we walk straight and turn back again.
saw that guy again. disturb him again. he looked pissed off.
but he actually laugh lar wen we pass by him.
so went out of halia garden...
walk and walk and walk and end up at road. -__-"
so have to waaaaaalk back to the durnhill gate.
theres a wedding held over there. malay couple.
rich siaaa. the wedding super nice. purple(:
wish i could have my wed there. but my mum says she want mine to be in hotel.
must save more moneeeeey)): but not to worry...
mama will help((:
anyway..the wedding couple was ery hasrul and amirah fatin.
wish you both last forever(: hahah. like i know them like that.
kk. and then we were like looking at the map and we walk.
end up at the wedding place. turn back and walk out of the gate.
then we plan for awhile. then we went back in and look at the map.
my mum want to pass by the wed place but i stopped her.
like helllooo..ppl will look at us one kind as we were only wearing shorts and shirts.
so i tell her we just walk straight.
and guuuuuueeeesss waaaat?
the orchid garden was all along there. just a few steps after the durnhill gate..
mama was super irritated. had walked for like an hour and it was just rite in front of us.
blamed the map lar. ahhaha.
so bought drinks. hot dog bun and french fries. (:
the hot dog was damn loooong lar. and kinda expensive. $6 for one?!
anyway had to pay to go in the orchid garden.
i was kinda upset. and decided to go home.
but mama says its ok. so we went in. yaaay(:
walked arnd and take pics. then went to coolhouse.
it is cool. hahaha. and the place was damn nice.
would go there someday wit someone special. weeee. hehe.
then ayah call say he will meet us at the gate.
want to buy the hot dog bun again but the queue was damn long..
so went home straight away lar.
hehehe. somehow the trip was fun(:
[ 10:02 PM ]
Dia hidup dalam khayal ku
Tak ku bertindak lebih dari itu
Ku hanya mampu menegur
Untuk mendengar suaranya
Biar ku suka, ku rasa cinta oh...
Dia hanya yang aku idamkan
Dia hanya mimpi yang ku cipta
Tiap kali ku bersua
Wajah manja yang mencuri jiwa
Ku mampu tersenyum
Membayangkan kita bersama
Bukan ku mahu diam saja
Oh mungkin terlalu awal masanya..
Namun suatu hari ditakdir bertemu lagi
Daku sedia melafaz cinta oh..
Dia hanya yang aku idamkan
Dia hanya mimpi yang ku cipta
Tiap kali ku bersua
Wajah manja yang mencuri jiwa
Ku mampu tersenyum
Membayangkan kita bersama
Dialah yang selalu jadi mimpi-mimpi indahku
Wajahnya menghiasi ruangan hatiku yang sepi
Bila kan berakhir rasa ini ku tak pasti
Dia hanya yang aku idamkan
Dia hanya mimpi yang ku cipta
Tiap kali ku bersua
Wajah manja yang mencuri jiwa
Ku mampu tersenyum
Membayangkan kita bersama
Dia yang ku idam... dalam mimpi yang ku cipta
Dalam khayalan ku terbayang kita bersama
sweet song isnt it? heheh.
oh btw..i was searching some song on imeem and i found this one song...
im not sure of the title..
and guess wat??
HE was singing that song lar!!!!! omg omg omg.
but wen i heard the lyrics, it kinda hurts.
the song was meant for some girl who i knew.
i knew it all along. he lied. errghhh.
guys.
[ 11:54 PM ]
it was nearly a week since i start working at my mum's place.
two words. fun and relaxing.( i tink thats three word)
one word for my feelings. rapturous ( i love that word)
haha.
well the job was kinda hard. but easy once you can cope wit it..
you can do it with ur eyes close.
well..i've seen the guy that my mum had been trying to "matchmake" me..
hmmm. kinda cute. haha. but i really dun care lar.
anyway.. i got an offer to work once a week after sch reopen coz
im really good at work(kembang)..hahaa.
well..i agreed to work on friday..if i can..
so yeah..money!! can shopping((:
tmr morning my sis is going for camp.
gonna miss her alot. although 15% of my heart are feeling happy.
hehhe.
[ 2:41 PM ]
guess what?
i had the greatest dream yesterday.
and i actually woke up late--very late-- just coz i don't want to let go of the dream.
how i wish dream would come true after you woke up. haha.
so i dreamt of being the most richest girl in singapore.
and i was like spending every cents of my money on everything.
clothes.foods.movies.stuffs. you name it. i dream it.
well..i was actually buying alot of stuffs. i think thats the reason why i woke up late.
hah! dreams........
anyway. rite after i woke up. my mum called.
i had a big fight with her so on my behalf my sis tok to her.
how kind of her. haha.
she had a job for me in her office.
i have to type some stuffs and it is quite relaxing or so i heard.
well money is quite good. (:
so i guess my dreams sort of come true. partially.
not the richest girl in singapore part. but the spending part.
weehoooooo(:
[ 1:20 PM ]
the tings tings. that's not my name.
Four letter word just to get me along
It's a difficulty and I'm biting on my tongue and I
I keep stalling, keeping me together
People around gotta find something to say now
Holding back, everyday the same
Don't wanna be a loner
Listen to me, oh no
I never say anything at all
But with nothing to consider
They forget my name (ame, ame, ame)
They call me 'hell'
They call me 'Stacey'
They call me 'her'
They call me 'Jane'
That's not my name
That's not my name
That's not my name
That's not my name
They call me 'quiet girl'
But I'm a riot
Mary 'Joleisa'
Always the same
That's not my name
That's not my name
That's not my name
That's not my name
I miss the catch if they through me the ball
I'm the last chick standing up against the wall
Keep up, falling, these heels they keep me boring
Getting glammed up and sitting on the fence now
So alone all the time at night
Lock myself awayListen to me, I'm not
Although I'm dressed up, out and all with
Everything considered
They forget my name (ame, ame, ame)
They call me 'hell'
They call me 'Stacey'
They call me 'her'
They call me 'Jane'
That's not my name
That's not my name
That's not my name
That's not my name
They call me 'quiet girl'
But I'm a riot
Maybe 'Joleisa'
Always the same
That's not my name
That's not my name
That's not my name
That's not my name
Are you calling me darling?
Are you calling me bird?
Are you calling me darling?
Are you calling me bird?
do listen to this awesome song. nice tune i guess. (:
[ 12:26 PM ]
i miss my damn perfect life.