Hello, my name is Dian Farhana
Friends call me Dian. Colleagues/teachers/faci/strangers prefer calling me Farhana.
I don’t why, they just do. -.-
For me? I’m fine with both, really. (:
I have a lot of nicknames; some are too embarrassing to state down.
Well, I’m officially legal as of 8 February 1992. Nothing to brag off actually.
Yes, it sure sounds sexciting and I do anticipate for this special day.
But once it’s over, it’s over. My life goes on, still the same every single day. -.-
I’m taking a diploma in RP majoring in Sports and Leisure management.
This may not be my first choice but still, I am really glad I get into this course.
I shall live my hopes on seeing my one and only idol, Usain Bolt.
Yes, I’m a big fan of him because I go “wow” when I see him runs and I go “oooh~” when he wins. :p
Oh well, it was just a wish. I hope it would come true though. :D USAIN BOLT, please visit Singapore, pretty please with millions cherries on tops.
One word, nine letters to describe myself.
I’m different; metaphorically though.
I’m different in a way that I have my own mindset and my thoughts, my belief; my thinking is different from others.
I guess I belong to the minority groups that think the same way as I do.
I think I am anti-social.
Honestly, I’m not a person who mingles with strangers and hit off with them like polaroid instantly.
I am quiet when I’m alone. But once I’m with a bunch of crazy friends around me, be prepared to see me being crazier than them.
I don’t like noisy places or worse, crowded places.
I just have this feeling that everyone is staring at me and that is scary.
I pity my parents most of the time because they are usually pressured whenever we are dining out.
I am born to be stubborn. That’s something you have to bear with me.
I want things to go my way. I am extremely determined to achieve what I want and it must happen.
I am very demanding. Try go against me, I’ll give you a triple worse attitude. Wanna give it a try?
I am egoistic, that I can’t deny. I always wanted to win. But sometimes (rarely). I would relent; that’s when you guys are lucky though.
I don’t like people who use profanities.
I can’t stand people saying it even though it’s once in a while.
But sometimes, I do say it too. :p But I’ll regret and smack my mouth.
I rarely feel angry. I guess that’s the only positive thing I am proud of myself.
But once I do, I’ll go extremely superbly quiet.
I guess I’ve learnt it since I was small to always keep my mouth shut.
That’s why it’s hard for me to console people who are angry with me.
Oh, but at the same time I am a rebel person too. Contradicting, I know.
But I would only rebel when things doesn’t go my way.
I rebel in my quiet way. I may be quiet when I am angry but I rebel at the same time. Get it?
I’m patient. Patience with limits. Be friends with me and you‘ll know how high my patience is.
Im not perfect.
And there’s still more weakness in me which I’ve yet to reveal.
Despite all these imperfections, I have a fair share of my strength in myself.
But that is for you guys to judge me. Now enough about myself.
Meet my one and only boyfriend, Nadhir Osman.
♥ My one love, my one heart, my one life for sure.♥
22.02.2010, that’s the special date. And it is special to us somehow in terms of the numeric terms.
As cliché as it may sound, but he completes my life.
He’s my best friend, my best companion, my best advisor, my best everything.
He may not be the most perfect guy in every girl’s eye, but he is to me.
His imperfections are perfect enough to be my better half.
Our relationship may not be as those like in fairytales.
We live in a place called reality.
We’ve had our share of fights and arguments but we never let them get us down.
How much I love him, why do I love him..it’s better left unsaid.
Just so all of you know, HE knows, that I love him truly; always and forever, eternity and beyond.♥
Thursday, February 25, 2010
[ 4:56 PM ]
"Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very Dark, but there were stars--points of light and reason...And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything."
- Edward Cullen
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Convo with Is[ 10:02 PM ]
A random convo between me and Is. I chatted with him after so long of not talking merepek things with him. So we started off talking about going clubbing. Then changed topic to driving license. Told him I cannot get bike license because a lot of people was against me taking it. And I was thinking of taking car license. Then, he said he thought of taking car license too. And we planned to enrol together. And we get started discussing about the price and all and suddenly he said this..
me: k we start saving money now him: k set atleast car klau accdnt pun mati trduduk ade aircon lagy.. hahaha motor trcampak sane sini ! hahahaha
-.- HAHAHA! macam siak only. but yes, it made me laugh.
K i must be damn bored having random convo with alot of people today.
Convo with Adib[ 6:03 PM ]
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! This dear Adib can be such a blob at times. -.- And don't get me started with the type of his dream girl. I swear its.. -.-
K im bored. Haha.
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
[ 3:37 PM ]
Will always treasure this. I know its kind of late for me to upload this. I just found out I can embed this video. BAHAHA. Yes, a video made by mah baby loveeeee on my birthday. :D
So, I hereby commenced as of today, 22.02.2010 at 1.30pm, me and Nadhir Osman is officiaaaaaal :D
ohh, yes we are indeed. K i is a happy goober. :D
yeah, i know some of you would want to know how he "proposed" to me riteeeee. *both kenings up up*
So it started off like this. He came to my house..to clean up my store room. And I know once you guys read that, the first thing that came into your mind is.."Awww, Nadhir so sweet". -.- HAHA, not. He is being paid okay to do the job. Haiyaaaa. Tsktsk. But oh well, he is still my sweety pie. hees.
I was busy doing tea (It's a routine, so yeah.), when he called me from my dining room. I didn't attend to him immediately because I was busy pouring hot water. He called me again. For the third or fourth time or howmanytimes he called me, I finally went to him. Ingat emergency ape la kan. So as I approached him, he held out his hand and of course I took his hand la. heh.
me: what? him: I know it's not really sweet and all but.. (something like that uh) *he kneels down infront of me* him: will you be mine? *5 seconds gone* me: are you serious? him: yes. me: are you serious? him:yes me: are you really serious? him. yeeeessss. (I think by now he asked me why) me: *giggles* of course laaaaa! awwww
Forgive my slow reactions and the repetitive so-tk-perlu question. But I'm stunned okay. Like hello, unexpected? Sooo, understoodable la eh. Anyway, yes it is very sweet of my baby to do that. Although the place cam spoil abit ah (my dining room?!) HAHAHA.
Time checked; 1:31:47 pm. HAHA. But he blame me for being late because its supposed to be 1.30 pm. So, we'll just stick with 1.30pm. And whats more special about today? its 22.2.2010. Yes, its got nothing to do with my favourite number or his favourite number. Buuuut, 2x2x2=8! Haha. Actually there's something with this 22 feb ah whereby me and baby planned something for the future. But sadly, it doesn't really work out. But its okaaaay, 2 dec eh b? ^.^
Anyway omg! I still can't believe im attached! Can u guys believe it? Like f-i-n-a-l-l-y. K actually no difference la. hahaha. but i still is happyyyyyyyy. i is happy goober. i is happy goober. :D
And I love this dear nad of mine. So sweet right put in her pm. hehe. I love my both nad ah. :D
Our plan was to meet at 2 but in the end we end up meeting at 3 at orchard station. Janji melayu. Bahaha. While waiting for Azmi and nana, I surprised baby the ciggs I bought for him. Im not supporting him to smoke eh! But oh wells, just wanna make his day and also because nana bought azmi ciggs! Takot la nanti orang tu merajok plak kaaaan tk dapat. hah! :p
Our initial plan was to have a picnic at botanic garden. But since we were all late and there's not much time left, we decided to abort that plan and just carry on to go "somewhere" else. -.- I was totally clueless about it until we were at the redhill station and board bus 145. Yes, we went to henderson wave. :D
Along the way, me and baby had fun communicate with each other using numbers. -.- It started off with the 143 bus. I told him 143, I love you. He kental or what don't know what's 143. HAHAHA! But yeah, kental2 pon I still sayang him ah. :p 1 5 4 3 6 5. Amacam, get it anot b? :p
Once we reached at the destination, we were all shagged. But the wind is so awesome, that our exhaustion cools down faster. Thank you awesome wind. :D There, I surprised baby with another gift. A gift that I took most of my free time doing and actually upset him because he thought I don't want to layan him. Hehehekz. But it still doesn't turn out the way I wanted it to be. Thanks to mama and sis for helping me at the very last minute to finish it up. :D
We left the place at around 8+ or 9+, Im not sure. Once at redhill mrt, I gave him my last gift. Well, not a gift. A love letter that I wrote specially for him. :D Hehehe. And finally, bid goodbye with him at raffles place station.
Dear, I may not be the sweetest girl that you've ever known. And I may not be the first girl you ever fallen for. But I hope that you accept me as who I am. And hopefully, I may be your last. (:
I love you Nadhir Osman♥
Friday, February 12, 2010
I wanna go..[ 10:18 PM ]
Sunflower's field is in FRANCE! Bring me there and I swear I will love you eternity! Like for real.
So UTs are finally over. Yes, its O-V-E-R! Can you believe it? I don't, really. Im not a freshman anymore. T.T But oh well, now I can kerek2 with the new freshman. Bahaha. So, let me recalled how I did for all my uts.
Entrepreneurship - Easy. First to finish and leave class.
Cognitive - I swear people with common sense will find this tremendously SIMPLE. I find it simple. :D No, it WAS extremely easy! :D :D First to leave class.
Math - Erm, ha ha ha. -.- With confidence, I had paper and SHARP pencil in hand with a calculator. I end up leaving the room FIRST within HALF AN HOUR with an EMPTY paper and still a SHARP pencil. -.- Do the honour to figure out how I did it.
Web and media - HE HE HE. IM LOVING IT. Done in 15 minutes. No, not because Im lazy or what. BUT IT WAS DAMN EASY!!!!!! :D First to leave class.
Marketing - If not for my mum, I would not have taken this ut. If not for the cab uncle, I wouldn't have reach school on time. I would have reached at 11.30am but I made to school in 10.45am. :D This time, ehem2, Im not the first to leave the class nor did I finished it early. Today I made a record of finishing the test after 11.30am. Im done by 11.45. :D Its.. erm, Im speechless. How do you define a person who just copy and paste from the 6p and the sentence just got nothing to do with the question? And how do you define a person who just use CTRL + F to search the keywords and copy whatever shit she saw? Clearly lazy.
So, any hopes for me.. to REPEAT? yes. choy3, touchwood!
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
[ 7:35 PM ]
This is very random, I know. I miss E36F sem 1. -.- Yeah, I do. Anyway, that's not the point actually. The reason Im posting this pictures is.. OMG, I look hot eh last time. Bahaha! K, Im serious. I think I look better last semester rather than this semester. See my smooth face. T.T Nownow, I don't know why this semester suddenly got alot pimples. K I stress. -.- I want that smooth face back uh! >:|
Ty[ 5:37 PM ]
I know its kind of late, but not too late to wish myself a happy belated birthday. (:
Thank you very much to those who wished me. I was thinking of typing down all the names here to say thanks to each and every one of you. But by afternoon on my birthday, I decided that maybe I could just wish thank you to everyone once and for all seeing that it would trouble myself typing all the names which seems endless. Haha.
And I would like to give a special thanks to my one and only baby, Nadhir Osman. Thanks for whatever you did for me on my special day. Nownow, stop sulking and think that whatever you did doesn't work, because to me, it does. You're the best gift to me dear. ♥♥♥
Now, I would like to say another thanks to this guy. I know you would come across this blog of mine so yes, this part is specially for you. Thank you very much for the wishes on your tumblr. Im glad that despite whatever happened between us in the pasts, you didn't keep any vengeance and hatreds towards me. Yet, you wished the best for me. With this, I would like to end with an apology too. Sorry if I've hurt your feelings in many ways in the past. Trust me, you have been the best of guy friend that I ever met in my 18 years of life. (:
P.S Im surprised that you actually remember the yellow bike thingy. HAHA. Sadly, many disagree with me taking a bike license. -.- Oh well, I guess.. riding the 50 cents bike would do for me then. :D Thanks again yeah. Appreciate your post very much. (:
Saturday, February 6, 2010
Sunflower is the sex[ 1:01 AM ]
Macam best onlyyyyy. Does Singapore have Sunflower field? Someone bring me there, pretty please :D
So I guess we finally have decided that it's gonna be condo. I is happy. Yeah so what if there's no difference living in condo and living in this house. At least I know I will be happy living at the safest place with the best facilities and nice toilets. HAHA. Yeah, Im that fussy. But oh well, its not really really confirm yet. We will be going one of the days nxt week to see see look look at all the houses there. And oooh am I glad to hear that, I will only be living there for 1 year or maybe 2 instead of my whole life there? :D Depends on my dad actually. BAHAHA but I am still happy.
I can't believe freshman year is over! Like ... fast or what?! Im not gonna be mushy mushy this time with the fact that Im going to be separated with my beloved E36F sem 2. But I do love them :D Im gonna miss my classmates but definitely NOT the class. Having both sems in the same class is so not cool okay. But oh well, E36F sure did bring a hell lot of fond memories in my life (although I might forget it soon, thanks to my stm). I will definitely miss the whole period of sem 2 because We, the people in E3 Level SIX is the coolesssst man. YEAH, WE SURE ARE. Tell me, where can you get the latest and the hottest gossips and fights and scandals and blablabla uh uh uh?! In E3 level SIX la of course. Ceh, like proud like that eh. Haha. But true la, we are so happening baybeh.
Another thing that bothers me is my new class. Can I like appeal to be in a class full of hardworking students so I won't have to do any work? Or maybe I could appeal classmates like this sem whereby we confirm2 can get ppt from other class and thereby, I still won't have to do anything. :D Can I have super cool classmates who won't bother if I actually don't do work? So demanding ey Dian. But really, having to do worksheets and ppts does scares me off okay. NIGHTMARE. K maybe I should be more disciplined and hardworking when year 2 starts. Its year 2 for god sake. I should buck up. Really -.-
To E36F sem 2, I won't write long grandmother story here. Bahaha. Just wanna say you guys are great. Im sorry throughout the 15 weeks with you guys, I was such a loser and useless as a teammate. Sorry that I've never did any proper work and ppt and having to present the slides that you guys actually did. So sweet la still give me chance to present. K, I think I might love you guys a little bit more. Hah! K, for you guys' sake, I hereby promised to be more hardworking when Im in year 2. Kkk? :D
Okay. It's been a looooong time since I posted something long. Hehe. K how bout a last paragraph? ^.^
This one is for my baby baby baby ooooh. Today, you make a different of my feelings towards you. Not to worry, its not that kind of different. But I guess Im more certain with my feelings now. You make my heart grow fonder towards you dear. Always. ♥ ♥ ♥
Thursday, February 4, 2010
[ 9:28 PM ]
Yes ah, I made it today. I stayed throughout the whole lesson. :D But then, I should have partialed today instead of one of the last 3 days. I still have one more "leave" for entrepreneurship sey. But then, its okay. I love this module and I definitely love my faci. :D
Entre's faci is the best faci you could ever dream of getting in rp. Like for example, today, there's not ppt presentation and each group only have to do one question on the worksheet. We end class like around 2? Yeah somewhere around that time. This faci is coolness of the coolest; although he's old enough to retire. BAHAHA.
I am very dissappointed with someone. Umar promised me to stop smoking but semangat one week only. Haha. But then its okay la, as long as its cutting down and not fully back to heavy smoking. Oh well, as what he said, half a stick a day is better then a pack a day. Im proud of you. At least you have the mindset to quit smoking. Take your time aites. I'll support you! :D
A true friend is a person who is there for you through thick and thin. They don't judge you by the clothes you wear, or the size of your house. They love you no matter what. They are a shoulder to cry on, or a partner to laugh with. They stand by you in your times of need, and listen when you are excited. They know every little about you. They stand up for you when others don't. Best friends hang tough. They don't come with fragile stickers, and aren't easily scared off..or ticked off. Best friends help you out whenever they can, make time for you even when they don't have any, and trust your friendship enough to say 'no'. Best friends are...cross-your-heart-and-hope-to-die, good-times-and-bad-times, borrow-anything, tell-you-everything, trust-you-with-their-deepest-darkest-secrets, always-and-forever-friends.
Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.
NadiahD, just a little something for you to reflect on. As what I've said, whatever the outcomes may be, be strong. An ending in a friendship is not the end of everything. You still have a beginning to a new friendship. I hope you guys will be okay anytime soon. :D
A real boyfriend[ 2:39 PM ]
Don’t care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.
I don’t care if you are a guy or a woman .
Just read this, it will make a difference.
If only everyone could see this and understand it.
When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough Kiss her and tell her you love her
When she’s quiet Ask her whats wrong
When she ignores you Give her your attention
When she pulls away Pull her back
When you see her at her worst Tell her she’s beautiful
When you see her start crying Just hold her and don’t say a word
When you see her walking Sneak up and hug her waist from behind
When she’s scared Protect her
When she steals your favorite hoodie Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night
When she teases you Tease her back and make her laugh
When she doesn’t answer for a long time reassure her that everything is okay
When she looks at you with doubt Back yourself up
When she says that she loves you she really does more than you can understand
When she grabs at your hands Hold her’s and play with her fingers
When she bumps into you; bump into her back and make her laugh
When she tells you a secret keep it safe and untold
When she looks at you in your eyes dont look away until she does
When she says it’s over she still wants you to be hers
When she reposts this bulletin she wants you to read it
- Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything
- When she’s mad hug her tight and don’t let go
- When she says she’s ok don’t believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she’ll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
-Treat her like she’s all that matters to you
- Stay up all night with her when she’s sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it’s stupid
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes
-When she’s bored and sad, hang out with her
-Let her know she’s important.
- Don’t talk about other girls around her
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is: “Whose ass am i kicking baby?”
Just being random.
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
...[ 9:46 PM ]
Its the last week of semester. Last week of school. Last week of being in year ones.
Monday, reached school on time but partialed by lunch. Tuesday, I came in class on 2nd meeting and partialed by lunch. Today, reached school on time but... BAHAHA. I never partial. Skip school terosssss.
Thursday and Friday how plak eh eh eh. :p
Nonono. Cannot partial, cannot skip school already. These two remaining days I wanna be a good girl, can? yeaaaaah I wanna listen to my baby's advice. bahaha. Izzah, please don't psycho me to partial again please. K I know Im the one who psycho-ed u yesterday. Heh! :p
To Nadhir Osman,
I've got two words for you & that is I love you You may ask why two when it's three But you and I is counted as one, baby
♥♥♥
Monday, February 1, 2010
cherished moment.[ 9:01 PM ]
We used to share moments together A friendship I thought that would last forever Sometimes I wonder why we can't last And why it just had to end so fast
Could it be me or could it be you Oh really I don't have a clue Me and you, it seemed so real and true How I wished we could start anew
Our friendship may last just for a moment But I'm glad I met you although it's only for a season Neither you nor I wanted this to happen But I guess we have to move on and learn
A person like you is hard to find You're definitely one of a kind Someone so sincere and so divine A person I've always kept in mind
We may last nothing but a moment But our memories last for a lifetime We may last not long but only for a season
But I've always remembered you from time to time
I wrote this just meant for that one and only guy. A guy who I’ve always cherished since the day he plays a part in my life. Once a good friend of mine but now just a passerby.