[ 6:52 PM ]
always you
If it wasn't the oceans,
wasn't the breezes,
wasn't the white sands,
I might not be needed,
If I could sleep through the coal mines,
If I could breathe through hatred,
If I could, work through the summer,
then I woulnd't feel so humble,
oh you, it's always you,
it's always you.
If red roses weren't so lovely,
Wine didn't taste so good,
Stars weren't so romantic,
Then I could do what I should
Oh you, it's always you
It's always you.
Oh you, it's always you
It's always you
If you love, I could command it,
Get your head, to understand it,
I'd go twice, around the world,
Even though, I may not find it.
Oh you, it's always you,
It's always you.
You, it's always you,
It's always you.
you should listen to this song okay(:
sophie zelmani-always you.
[ 6:46 PM ]
i hope she was just joking.
and seriously, i do hope so.
[ 6:29 PM ]
urgh. im so depressed rite now.
so many things in my head and its about to explode.
firstly exams are coming.
i olredi started studying buuut its too much to remember every single thing.
den maths problem.
miss toh didn't came yesterday and today.
and we haven't even started on graph!
and the exam is like next week?!
luckily, there's iqah, jia jiuang, jin wang, demi and fatin who helped me.
thnx you guys((:
and lastly. well its about my mum.
guess wat?
she came to me and said she wants to talk to me.
and i was like...okaaaay.
she asked me one question and i had to ans like truthfully.
and i was like...okaaaay.
and she asked me..........do i have anyone special in my life?
and i was like...errrrkkk. yaaaaaaa.
who?
mum. dad. farah. and friends. and choc almond!!!!!!!
she says choc almond was out of question.
and how dare she said choc almond won't bother about me! arghhh!
but true lar anyway. hahaha. kk. back to the topic.
so i ans her..besides choc almond. of course not lar.
and she saaaaaaays....she got someone for me olredi!!!!!
matchmake alert! matchmake alert!
and she said she likes him alot. so i was wondering who the hell was he.
and it turn out to be that he was working in her workplace.
and she said he was 6 years older then me. 6 years!!!!
and of course i said NONONONONOOOOOO!
and she said...I DON'T CARE.
boohooohhooooooo):
and she dun want me to msg others guys or love other guys.
what century does she think this is?!
still matchmaking ppl!!!!!
and she said older ppl tends to be mature. and will love me alot. and blablabla.
watever mama! i won't fall in love with him!
and one more thing, she said that im suppose to tell guys that im engage if anyone msg me.
?????!!!!!!
i was about to give chance to other guys.
since im sure choc almond was not meant for me.
and i get to noe this guy who is really sweet to me.
and yet..it turn out to be this waaaay. ):
[ 12:33 PM ]
haha.
im in schooool rite now.
hahaha.art lesson.
hahahaha.
okaaayy lame. (:
[ 5:42 PM ]
i went home damn early today.
no class(:
so reached home straight away on the comp.
and do some surfing and also create a new background for my blog.
i love it(: got choc almond written on it(:
hahahhaa.
tmr is hanan's bdae(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANAN! (:
[ 7:15 PM ]
[ 7:12 PM ]
today nothing much happen yeah.
studied in sch as usual(:
and we saw this brown kitten.
it is so cute lar. i and iqah chase after it.
but it ran to nowhere. hahaha.
hhmm. tmr poa test.
ohh please. waste my time studying.
i would fail anyway.
not being pessimistic. but its the fact yeah.
although i do understand the almagation and the partnership.
but so what. i might forget the format during the test.
i need some medicine that could cure short term memory lost!
if there is, please do inform me yeah. (:
[ 7:04 PM ]
must listen to this song in my frenster okay.
nice lar the song. (: so sweet.
and oh gosh. that somebody is meeeeeee(:
hahaha
You...
Do you remember me?
Like I remember you?
Do you spend your life going back in your mind to that time
Cause I
I walk the streets alone
I hate being on my own and everyone can see that I really fell
and I'm going through hell thinking about you with somebody else
Somebody wants you
somebody needs you
somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can't breathe without you it's lonely
somebody hopes that one day you will see
That somebody's me
that somebody's me yea
How
How did we go wrong?
It was so good and now it's gone
and I pray at night that our paths soon will cross
what we had isn't lost
cuz you're always right here in my thoughts
Somebody wants you
somebody needs you
somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can't breathe
without you it's lonely
somebody hopes that some day you will see
That somebody's me
oh yeah
You will always be in my life
even if I'm not in your life
cause you're in my memory
you
when you remember me
and before you set me free
oh listen please
somebody wants you
somebody needs you
somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can't breathe
without you it's lonely
somebody hopes that some day you will see
that somebody's me
that somebody's me
that somebody's me
that somebody's me oh yeah
[ 11:45 AM ]
you know what.
i think im hooked with the jonas brothers.
more like an obsessed.
thnx to my sis. haha.
oh god.
nick was cute.
kevin was hot.
joe was hotter. (:
ick. oh joey moey loey koey(: hot. heart. meltness.
[ 11:36 AM ]
yesterday i cleaned my room the whole day.
not only dat but i cleaned the whole house too. (:
FREE service okay. hahahaa.
but only yesterday. next tyme must be charged!
well..finished cleaning by almost 7pm. from 12 pm!
gosh. damn tired.
slept at around 12 am. woke up at 4 am.
thnx to my mum -___-"
talk talk talk. slept again. woke up at 8 am.
bath. watch tv. finished up a book that i recently bought.
plan to study later. and its a must!
mid year is like in a week. and i haven't start on anything.
so that's it i guess.
a relaxing weekend for me this time. heh. (:
[ 9:24 PM ]
i find sunflower attractive.
don't you think so? (:
[ 7:58 PM ]
and and guess wat?
we npcc people...
well some only lar..
plan to have holidays in KL or GENTING in end nov or early dec.
so had to save up some money for that(:
and for the first time we will be going there without the supervision of an adult.
how great was that? (:
[ 7:53 PM ]
monday was nothing much i guess.
i really forgot wat happen that day.
tuesday. i find out kau was in the hospital.
due to high fever. omg.
get well soon kau(:
had eng remedial on that day. fun.
played with hamsters((:
wednesday.
cca was officially step down.
yay! yaaaaaaaaaay! YAAAAAAY!
hahahhaa.
today/ thursday.
was chng jie bdae.
i bought flour so that we could sabo him.
plan to celebrate after sch.
after sch.
was super angry.
they were pratically delaying the time.
and i was like late for ss class.
and i need to go to the library.
so didn't manage to celebrate.
haiyo. time is precious ppl!!!!!
other ppl got class. must understand that!!!!
got ss remedial. felt like sleeping.
i think im hating ss even more. omg.
[ 7:30 PM ]
okay. so i didn't update for a very very very....long time.and i know i had to update everything.so bear with me yeah.gonna be a super long grandmother story over here(:okay so i'll start with the saturdays.well we having speech day on that day.i volunteer for marshalling as i need those cip hours!!kinda boring and there are like lots of flies.and the weather was so hot. so stand by the gate for like more than 2 hours.and finally we were able to go up to the hall and enjoy the show.UNFORTUNATELY, mr chong was like chasing us away.he says it was too crowded. so we went to oc room and sat there for hours.iqah and rina were dancing with all kinds of music genre.rocks, they jump everywhere. jiwang, they hug the wall. hindustan..shake their butts.the rest was doing their own things. me? well, i sat as audience and enjoy rina and iqah dancing.then we were eating all the free foods. lucky we save some for jj, jw, wq.most of us don't eat the dadar thing. so we collect all of it and put it into one box.and we remember the day before was wei siang bdae.so we wrote birthday note on the box and gave it to him. it was hilarious.and well, in the end the dardar end up in the dustbin.around 12, suddenly got a very loud thunder and it started to rain heavily.then jj, jw, wq finally came into the room.wq say that uniform group performance gets the loudest applause.cheers for them!then got some conflicts between some ppl. shall not elaborate.i was planning to went home after the rain stops.the rest had to go for the annual parade at cck.demi and daniel suddenly dun want to go. so i swap with them.we reached deyi by taxi. and we sat at the last row.one of the boy was super fuunny. hahaha.kept looking at meiqi.at the annual parade was kinda fun.ALL the schools was there. but i can't see my cousins.i really enjoy the performance. it was great. (:reached deyi at around 8 pm.meiqi hand stuck in the flushing toilet thing. panicked.then one of the officers tell her to relax. and finally she manage to pull out her thumb.my parents fetch me. went to GIANT. then went to eat.was super tired that day. ergghh.sunday i woke up late. really late. hahaha.well i spend some time studying. half an hour or so.and i pretty much do nothing after that.i can't seem to remember wat i did that day. well, its not that important anyway. (:the rest i continue at the next blog(:
[ 7:47 PM ]
today was home by 1++. coz there's no cca. ((:((:((:shower. eat. sleep. the whole day.and and guess wat?we plan to go batam in august national day(:i think its like 2 days 1 nite.or 3 days 2 nites. samting like that.but who cares. as long as we go riiiite.but on a second thought..maybe i can't join in the fun.'o' levels are like 2 months away wen its august, diaaaaan.so yeah. maybe stay at home. spent most of my holidays with my books. woooow. wat a nice thing to do during holidays.ppl suntanning under the sun..i suntanning under my lights.ppl enjoying the breezes..i enjoying sitting beside my fan.ppl play games..i play "study".ppl laughing laughing..i yawning yawning.kk. shall not elaborate further. you get the msg don't you?hahhaha. well, thats sec 4's life i guess.juz a few months...ok dian? juz a few months.and you can enjoy life to the fullest.(:
[ 8:04 PM ]
passed my 2.4km(:got A.thnx to riduan for supporting and teaching me "ways" to run.hahahah. that really "helps alot". hahaha.but yeah if he neva force me to run the last round fast, i would have stop running.today open book geog test. quite easy i can say.physics. ohmygod. didn't bring calculator.so i had to wait for fatin to finish since she was sitting beside me.and it was the last 10 minute. anyhow do lar.sooooo conferm the very conferm fail.ermm. iqah neva come skool today):must be yesterday's flu i guess. get well soon aitez!home by 3++(: sleep till 6++. i brought "bekal" from home.coz i tot today suppose to stay back during recess for ss.turn out to be tmr. -_-"but nevamind. tmr bring bekal again. hahahhaa.first time sey bring water bottle to sch.it so the maluuuuu. nothing to talk about i guess. so chiao!
[ 7:15 PM ]
rain rain rain the whole day!but its quite nice lar.so cold aaaaand....cold.but im enjoying the coolness.(:today so far so good.i pass my geog like very well.as in verrrrrry well. must cheer for diaaaan okaaaay! ((: *hip hip hurraaaay!hehhehe. first time lar katerkan pass geog very well.hahahhaa. so dian, do better next time.well, i went for the english remedial.juz so that i won't be caught for truancy.. hah.wateva.but its quite fun lar. and guess wat...im getting 91% motivated to study rite now. 9% of laziness.big improvement diaaaaaaan. hahhhahaa.sooner or later i will be 100% motivated to study.which i hope would be soooooon.hhmm. tmr no cca. NO cca!how cool was that?saturday still have to go to sch for marshall duty.great. was thinking of studying.ergghhh. i really agree with mr jagjit.-school plans kinda sucks you know.having reading period early in the morning. but most of them not reading.wasted liiiiike..half an hour??that time could juz cover up some studies you knooooow.and some irrelevant trips to some places.teachers think its good for our knowledge.but do they know that students learn nothing except enjoying the time out of sch?!wasted another few hours..which really can cover up ONE topic.not trying to say that the school was not doing anything for the best of us.but they should have really plan well for all this kind of things, i must say.and this speech day thing..can just collect the prize personally riiiiite.instead of wasting few hours on saturday where people can have some revisions..........kk. omg..im exaggerating.so yeah thats it i guess(:
[ 6:49 PM ]
damn long days since i update yeah.or izit weeks?well there's kinda alot to tell....but maybe i should juz keep it in my heart.only some i tell okay(:first--KAUSHALYA LAROOO BERDDAE! 5th April 1992. ((:second--im getting 3/4 motivated to study. another 1/4 of LAZINESS.third--im having some severe shoulder pain due to bringing all my books home. to STUDY. but i DON'T. ermm..some only lar.fourth--im not doing well for my napfa test. i dunno why.fifth--im ignoring all the guys. sixth--im seriously broke. actually no. but im saving for mother's day and laro's bdae. and that cost lots of moneeey. (:seventh--i found the perfect gift for both of them(: juz money problem. hehe.LASTLY. EIGHTH((:--MY LIFE IS 50% MISERABLE. 20% ANGER. 20% CONFUSED. 10% HAPPY. ):(: