[ 6:31 PM ]
today went j8 to have some shopping.
then fetch mama since today is half-day.
went for haircut. and.. i cried.
its so short lar!
my one year of keeping my hair long was gone.
neneh cb. ahhhh!
my hair almost reach my waist and now..gone just like that.
i should have not go for haircut. thats why im scared of it.
and what im angry most is that i already remind her i want to remain the same length.
however, she seems to forgot about it and just cut it off.
BABI LAR!
ok dian, its over and done. erghh.
well, gonna spore expo soon to shop again.
massive sales there! can't miss it boddoh.
and then will rush to toa payoh and meet the rest to watch fireworks.
woo hoooo!
maybe post some pictures with my new hairstyle.
and lastly, goodbye 2008(:
2008 is the most memorable year ever.
too much things happen.
o levels, friendship, family and life. good and bad.
well, wish for a more prosperous moments next year.
new year resolutions?
too much to list down. hehe.
2009 is definitely a new life for me.
[ 6:05 PM ]
currently in mum's wrkplace.
and its boredom to death.
had to wait for her to finish up her work.
terlebih rajin lar. haiya.
anyway..me and her have been tinking of taking cruise.
i know school are reopen very soon.
but well, im not skooling anymore rigggght. (:
as for my sister, hmm, a few days ponteng from school should not be a prob right.
and i don't think my dad would want to go for a cruise.
he's in love to his work more then us. literally. haha.
i rarely see him this few weeks.
he went home in the wee morning.
and slept for a few hours and went back to work again.
i understand him though sometimes i wish he could spend sometime off with us.
i mean at least just one weekend or even a few hours with us?
but yeah, nvm.
ok bout the cruise, trying to look for cheap ones or on promotion?
at least below $2000?
hmm..can't wait! woohooooo!
[ 3:55 PM ]
aisey, tmr then i get my pay.
but its better den nxt week kn?
all thanks to ashik!
mintak blanjer makan eh? bleh bleh. (:
and i had the biggest surprise of the year yesterday.
the o levels results would be officially out on 14 jan.
-a day after my dad's bdae. do i even have the mood to celebrate?
sheesh. lucky not my bdae.
anyway, fatin told me about aisha, one of the staff in guardian.
apparently, her real-life story makes me freak out.
well, her o levels results was good. she got 17 points.
and yet she had to go ite.
due to ONE pathetic grades. math=d7.
wtf?! kannina bui cb.
and as what i had said before, i never passed math before.
well, forget about pri school results which i pass.
secondary school, ahh, yeah never passed once.
so i don't think there would any miracle or magical things that would make me pass this time.
and even though there are God up there who are helpful and all,
i don't think he would help me.
as i've not been a very nice person lately.
i swear alot. vulgarities are to the max. i fight with my mum countless times.
im beginning to hate. and sometimes i forgot about Him.
so there are high possibilities that nothing could help me.
unless the ones who marked my paper and cecked it over and over again,
missed out my wrong answers and give me marks.
overall, that wouldn't happen, would it?
mum understand. i think i would be repeating my o levels.
maybe go private school.
or should i just go ite?
whatever it is, all the best to the o levels students and to me. (: ):
money to spend.
[ 1:05 PM ]
hari gaji, gaji tkder! nabeh cb.
apparently, the story goes like this.
we were suppose to get our salary today.
though, ain said she olredi get last sat.
nevermind the confusion, whatever it is we were supposed to get BY today.
neneh cb, i dunno what when wrong, but there seems to be something wrong with my cheque.
wrong spelling or acc or pa ke bende tahh.
and im suppose to go all the waaaaay to tampines to get my cheque or i'll have to wait till nxt week.
whoa, cannot suffer anymore lar.
plan to go there and take but as you know me,
i won't end up in tampines but somewhere completely unknown to me.
so to avoid the hassle and being lost,
ashik went there to take for me and even volunteer to bank in.
aahhh, sweetness kn. thanks ehk!
upah duit minyak motor, tolak.
rugi sndiri. ha!
but i lose nothing kn(:
so i would be getting tmr or if come to worst, would be on the eve.
gerek pa! dpt gaji enjoy ar!
and i have to remind myself to tell eugene that i can't work on the eve.
shopping boddoh. sapa mau keje on the eve! malam lagik!
nk sabo ke tk eh? hmm.
ish, tk baek. tk baek.
eric, sombong and yamunah keje.
yamunah jer lar yg best kn.
heh. pa ku kesah?
enjoy aku lagi penting kn kn kn?
[ 3:29 PM ]
right now, under the block is having majlis perkhawinan.
and turn out its the 2 siblings getting married.
one guy and one girl.
the guy is white colour while his sister is red.
cool huh? singapore colours. hahaha.
and you should see the looks from the people of other races.
they were amazed i can say.
know why? coz this is the first time in my block we having a malay marriage.
since not many malays live here.
and im proud to say, malays marriage celebration are the coolest.
in a few hours time the brother would be coming with his bride.
and there would be the sound of kompang..again.
from my house i could actually see everything.
and earlier on, there are silat performance.
there were djs and the people who volunteer to sing, the voice are..pfft.
and yeah, there should be 3 places held to celebrate this.
one is under my block, another one is the brother's bride place and the last is the sister's groom.
i bet one of the place should have one of my friends or cousins going.
haha.
when will be mine eh?
[ 10:49 AM ]
as what i might have said, today is the haicut day.
unfortch, i HAVE to buy presents for the party in my mum workplace.
i was invited and well, i need to buy something rite?
and i need to buy present for my sis belated bdae which she keep hinting me from her bdae.
she wants this book called new moon. (:
my mum, aha!, a surprise.
i know she will love it to the extreeeeeme max(:
my dad, ahhh, something that is interesting i guess(;
so due to this present-fever-maniac, i have to cancel my haircut with fatin.
sorry fatin):
twilight was ok. as in OK. but not those MUST-WATCH movie like what people said.
its a nice story really, but very nice?
well, not to me i guess.
can't wait for the new moon movie which was something like twilight i heard.
haha.
[ 1:10 AM ]
1)my hair,
haircut? no haircut? haircut? no haircut?
help me to decide.
2)my goddam job,
quit job? don't quit job? quit job? don't quit job?
help me to decide.
3)my mr. almostperfect,
hate him? love him? hate him? love him?
help me to decide.
4)if i failed o levels,
ite? repeat? ite? repeat?
help me to decide.
5)when i get my pay,
spend? save? spend? save?
help me to decide.
help me, please?
I HATE.
[ 12:59 PM ]
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go figure.
[ 8:45 PM ]
im sick.
my throat hurts like...
i hate the cough.
i hate the sneeze.
i hate the headache.
i hate the weakness.
and most of all, i hate the medicine.
aahh, sickness.
tought of resting myself for the whole day.
but was woken up by 2 pathetic phone calls from work.
had to work.
already said can't go.
but they plead and im useless when people pleading to me.
so reached work by 11.
reached there and they all say i was "tested" for this month by the wateverbuster.
i pass! like phew.
and i was tested by indian man.
but i got ZERO for plus selling. harhar.
tell me, how to promote him a neutrogena mask when he's a guy?!
funny or what. so i dun plus sell him anything lar.
nvm, as long as i pass, happy olredi right. (:
and today's the n level results.
well congrats to those who pass.
whether they get to 5n or ite or whatsoever.
you all did your best already(:
[ 10:14 PM ]
the day before i work like hell.
yeah, HELL.
i and ain was suppose to do face out, stock and face out again, stock.
but ain manage to escape by doing cashier.
but seriosuly, i think doing those tough job is much123456789 better than cashier.
hah! and i had to do all those job with one pathetic reason.
the big angmoh boss is coming.
nenehpok.
last minute then want to do everything. impossible lah.
think wat? we have superpower isit.
and i think they actually plan to do last minute because, BECAUSE
they have part time staff to do all those tough job.
kannina.
and we work till nearly 12 am. and we missed our last bus!
eventhough our dear boss seems RELUCTANT to make relieve us.
me and ain were toking about last bus and last train.
and he even have the cheek to ask what time is our last bus when he's all along there beside us.
and then when we say 11.40 and he can still look at his watch and say "you will miss your last bus! go go!".
neneh lar, its already 11.36. confirm will miss rite?!
lucky ar got my dad to fetch me and sent ain home.
or we will be walking home and end up in hospital.
wahh, seriously ar, i think the quit job in my list already reach 99% sia.
well, today and tmr im not working. like hooray! haha.
accompany my mum to sgh for check-up.
after that went home.
and went out again to go shopping.
spent hundreds again.
ahh, by the time i get my pay, i will left with nothing.
i owe my mum like.. -__-"
and i still had lots of plans what to do with my pay. harhar.
1) i want a new haircut. and new style.
2) new clothes. again.
3) pierce my ear again.
4) accesories.
5) that sweet-smelling perfume which i forget whats the name was.
6) my sister present! my dad's! my mum's!
and the list goes on..
so tell me, how can i clear all my wishlist?
i dun think i can even reach my number two wishlist.
i think i need some motivational talk to control my spending.
ahh, torture.
okay, back to what im talking about.
well, we were in this fashion outlet.
and i happy2 go around and take what i like.
and then went to mama and tell im going to fitting room.
and guess whom i met? like omg.
my heartbeat nearly stop and my blood stop flowing.
its not choc almond okay. hahaha. i noe some of you would think of him.
its him. the one who finally won choc almond. ahhhh.
at first i saw his twin. he was right at the front.
and i sort of nearly bump into him.
then when i look straight, there he was with her.
he saw me. i knew. he saw me even when i rushed to the fitting room like a whirlwind.
i nearly broke down and cry inside the room.
it just that..when i saw him, i could not forget my stupidest mistake in my life.
went to my mum and i told her.
but i put my best act infront of her and try not to care.
in the bus stop saw him with her again. but without his twin.
he's sending her home.
mama saw him. and i just look straight with my back on him.
i cannot bare to look at him.
i only see him when he was on the other side of the road.
i was quiet throughout the journey.
mama disturb me say i was thinking of them.
i guess my act was not that good huh.
i laughed to cover my sadness.
i don't want her to know.
i may tell her everything but not this.
well, forget bout it.
anyway, me and mama got pahala today.
we helped a blind man to look out for his bus and board it.
thanks to his bus, we have to miss 2 of our bus.
mama was frustrated since she wanted to watch her show and it already started.
well, we may not get to watch the show but we get pahala.
worth it rite? haha.
[ 12:29 PM ]
im bored to death.
i've been watching all kinds of movies in youtube.
and i came across my all time favourite show wen i was a kid.
the big comfy couch. haha.
remember?
ohmygod.
i had fun watching all of it all over again.
and me and sis were laughing wen we reminisce back.
well, believe it or not, we actually played and created our own show.
hahahahah.
we practically take out all our toys and junks and stuff it in our couch.
and pretend that we are the girl, molly and loonette.
and the 10 second tidy. wahahaha.
gaga. i really miss the show.
its the best show ever.
Are you ready
Are you ready
Are you ready to clown around?
With Loonette and Molly
A clown and her dolly
On the big comfy couch
There is lots to doodle do
Loonette loves to sing for you
With a wiggle and a giggle and loony friends
The playtime silliness never ends
Get Ready
All over and under the big comfy couch
Are you ready
Are you ready
Are you ready to clown around?
With Loonette and Molly
A clown and her dolly
On the big comfy couch
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[ 1:02 PM ]
watch bolt on thursday with ain.
and i must say its a must-see movie.
i'll guarantee you that you will laugh ur ass out of the seats.
luckily, im with the "cool" people.
they were laughing at almost every scene.
and im not so embarrass to laugh out loud.
haha.
well, theres this indian guy with his family sitting in front of us.
oh god.
the guy laugh every single second.
even when it was not funny. hhahaha.
theres oso a group of ang moh kids who practically have never tried the escalator before.
they went up the escalator and actually wanted to go down on the
same escalator.
they actually forced us to go up faster. haha.
well, the security guard had to chase them away and force them to use the lift.
and they actually went back up again in escalator.
i dunno if i should be happy anot wen i found out they were actually watching the same movie.
hah, no words could describe how
fun it was.
but overall, its a nice movie.
with an exception to the noises and distraction from the indian guy and the angmoh kids.
a very happy birthday to my sis, farah.
and not forgotten to eka.
and oso adam brody.
hahaahahahhaaha.
went shopping yesterday with family.
and as usual parents ask what she wants.
and guess what she says?
she wants nothing!
how in the world could she said nothing.
on my birthday, i actually demand for things that i could not afford.
so i dun have to save up to buy it.
hah. and she actually wants a new handphone.
and yet she said nothing.
i actually had to help her and tell them she wants a phone.
and we went to hp shop and wow, wonderful sis says she doesn't want it.
and parents thought i wanted it. pfft.
well, she gets money and can buy anything she wants.
and i didn't bought her anything since im broke.
wait for christmas lar eh wen i get my pay.
im 80% close to hundreds to quit my job.
not that im stress about it.
the staffs are ok. and im coping with the job.
but..
bonkers
[ 12:29 AM ]
december. december. december.
im having december blues.
i don't know why but i don't feel right since december came.
butterflies in my stomach.
shivering even when im hot.
and im not looking forward to january. 2009.
another year will pass and i will turn a year older.
17..everything will change rite?
and worse still, its the results.
i have been browsing all poly's school and their courses.
im still interested in gerontological human sciences course.
i dunno why but im thrilled when i read about the course.
somehow, i know i will have future with that course.
ahh, if only dreams do come true.
and im wishing hard there will be a fairy godmother appear in the middle of the night.
i've been thinking this few days that i wanna keep a diary.
not that blogs are not okay,
but i can write most of my personal thoughts in it and kept it as memories.
there are alot of things i've neva post here and for a person like me who so-called suffered stm,
well all those memories that i vowed to remember for life seems to fade away.
good idea isn't it to keep a diary.
but i have to discipline myself and not to be lazy to write super long essays.
haha.
well, should start it on new year.
new year, new life, new school(maybe), new friends, new everything.
but will always be the old me. (:
and its been years since i've gone to library to actually borrow books.
i still remembered years back wen i was in primary school,
me and ain went to library almost every week.
in fact, almost every day.
right ain?
we are sure chopped as bookworms.
mary-kate and ashley, turning seventeen, nancy drew and lots more.
hahaha. wonderful days.
and of course i remember the day i went there and met my first love.
asyraf.
wonder how's he doing.
well, back to what im saying.
hmm..went library..last week.
and i borrowed 8 thick novels of author cathy kelly.
i love her stories.
and somehow, i craved for storybooks.
finished those 8 books today.
thanks to the books, i slept at the wee hours of the morning.
and scare myself out when i realised i was alone in the hall.
i actually woke up early in the morning just to read those books.
simply say, i've not been sleeping really well for this seven days.
juggling with work, surfing nets and reading books.
im turning into a bookworm once again i can say.
but so what, im enjoying it.
haha.
i know those people who know me in secondary school won't believe this.
especially kaushalya. i know you won't believe i actually read.
hhahaa. but i do.
im worst then a bookworm in primary school.
i actually read 3-4 books in one day.
which in turns lead me to poor eyesight.
huh. my fault i guess.
but seriously, its more addictive than drugs.
maybe i should became a writer and publish my own novels.
ahh, shit. who would read anyway.
hhaha. maybe someday.
and if i were to write my own novels one day,'
the first book would be about my life,friends and family.
hahaha. imagine how thick its going to be.
[ 12:54 PM ]
selamat hari raya haji semuer...
hahah.
the day was spent in nenek house and by the time we reached, everyone was there.
nurul and dilah was there, yaay(:
nana had to work.
well heard she worked in takashimaya.
haha, will got there to sabo her.
so me and nurul chat2 and tok about her prom night.
toking about prom night, i dunno if we having it anot..hmm..
dilah, well she's busy in kitchen.
and well, we are still not that close.
mak ngah's family was not there.
so no suria,hafiz,iwan and iman.
ahh, sunyi.
den rushed to work after that.
was happy coz all the staffs i liiiike.
eugene, ck and munah.
all the first person i made frens with. heez.
theres not much customer though.
which im suppose to be happy but no, i don't.
it was boredom to death.
want to do face out, but ck had done it all.
so stand at cashier, stoning.
i dunno where other staff go.
and surprisingly, im having a fetish on cute nerd guys.
all thanks to stoning at cashier counter.
was looking at the mass of people wandering about outside the store.
and saw lots of guys with specs and collared shirt.
haha.
and wow, thanks to eugene, ck thinks i like him.
cool boss uhs. erghh.
manage to get off as early as 10.30pm.
because my so-sweet boss, eugene was worried i might be kidnapped.
hahahahahaha.
working next thursday with ain!
then will be watching bolt right after work.
(:
[ 12:50 PM ]
working at 4 today.
dunno who'll be working with me.
confirm kecoh aderrrrrr. like forever.
hoping hard no BIGBIGBIG boss today.
they freak me out.
well, haven't met them before.
but what i head from fatin and ain already makes me have goosebumps.
ahhhh.
why guardian ahh?
should have wait for that kelly services to call us!
which they did!
and my stupid blabbering mouth said we have a job olredi.
neneh. the pay was actually higher lar.
can't wait for april.
den can cabot say we wanna concentrate study in poly.
den can go find other job.
a much better job.
by the time its april im olredi 17..
so should be easier to find jobs kn.
oh wait. 17??!!
gosh, time sure fly fast ehh.
im getting old.
should i be happy about it?
ahh, yes.
kn nk kluar ari skolah.
nk keje.
and nk kawiiiiiin.(:
hahahahahaah.
[ 10:23 AM ]
i probably should just kept quiet bout this.
but its getting on my nerve.
get this straight k everybody.
I HATE PEOPLE GIVING MY NUMBERS TO STRANGERS!
whats with the, "heyy can we be friends?"
its not wrong if they wanna make friends,
coz i'll be glad to enlarge my circle of friends.
but friends my butt!
they obviously don't know what is the meaning of friends
or its me who doesn't know theres another meaning for it.
if you wanna look for someone special, can't you just say so?
instead of beating around the bush, and say wanna make friends all la.
and those mushy2 talks and flirts that makes me suffer worse than cancer!
and i can just be frank to you that i won't have relationship with a person who i neva met before!
past mistakes makes me learnt from it and i won't fall for it again.
who cares if this is a modern generations where ppl does pass numbers around.
im totally against it.
whats worse was that they get the girl numbers from a person they barely knew!
can't even recall the names!
and still got nerve to ask for a girl numbers! a man indeed!
a gentleman who looks for his ms right would have definitely walk out of his shell and went straight to a girl and ask her directly for numbers.
thats a real man.
and whats with the constant calls and messages when i didn't reply?
humans have a life of their own.
tkder keje pa?!
its not like we are in a relationship where i have to entertain u 24/7.
if you think it is, well im sorry to say but heck off mr. L.
put a note on ur mind,
if u want us to be friends, we will be friends and stay that way.
nothing more than that.
and to that "ohh-so-sweet" guys who have been passing my numbers around,
i am thankful and decided that i wanna make a sweet comments on you guys.
GET A REAL JOB!
instead of sitting at the streets and passing peoples number.
and oh yeah, wanna pass my number?
could you be a sweet-little-deary who would asked me first if im interested?
thank you.
[ 10:23 AM ]
haha.
and her bloggies are still boredom to death.
fatin, read it!
hahahahahahaahahahah!
eh ppl, did i tell you guys that condoms are on promotion?
well, gotta buy k.
coz seriously the apekz are constantly coming in to guardian just to buy those.
the funniest joke i ever heard for this 2 weeks of working was,
one apek asking me " eh condoms on promotion ar?"
and actually bought 2 box of it.
i bet a month salary that he went staright to geylang right after he step out of guardian.
harhar!
[ 12:05 AM ]
Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
And I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.'
Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
And I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
Well, I never saw it coming.
And I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
Well, I never saw it coming.
And I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
[ 10:54 PM ]
read her blog and i laughed out loud.
eh fatin, ader mat reps tgk kau kn maser balek keje time tu..
tkder keje pa dorang? p balek uhs.
and i've got a million apeks and nyonyas and aunties and uncles and mats and minahs and 10000001 kinds of people looking at me everytime i work.
cashier wat..
tkder keje pa? p kluar kedai uhs.
fatin, aku baru tau yg kiter tk bleh tgk org.
nnt org tudoh kiter tkder keje. huahuhahuhauhuahu.
so nxt tyme uat cashier, tutop mater eh.
transvoid pon transvoid ar.
kluar umah pon tutop mater tau.
nnt org complain pat blog ckp kiter tkder kejer. hahahahahaha.
[ 9:52 PM ]
i have to work on hari raya haji.
great. just great.
and im off on christmas. whats the prob?
its not like i celebrated it anyway.
but..look on the bright side.
i get to enjoy shopping on that day, since its my first pay!
wooooh!
and theres this girl, names are not required.
well, i find her friendly. and nice.
but i just don't like her interfering with my circle of friendships.
i mean she can be a friend to any of us.
but heyy, put a limit please.
and her blog, no words could describe it.
its...ugh..uweeheekkk...LAME.
wats with the "ooooh, got a guy who look at me and smile"??
u know, perasan..
but seriously, muker kalau jambu mcm miss world, i don't care.
but..muker mcm aaahhh...worst then a pig covered in mud..
and her rants were totally..detailed.
its a-z and u can even imagine her stories in mind.
its boredom man. worst then documentary show..
kk, enough. nnt dosa terlebih plak. haha.
saper2 yg terase..yg igt im talking bout u..
rest assured its not you.
unless YOU are the one im talking about.
[ 12:25 AM ]
bought a new laptop a week ago.
and only today i get to use it. thanks to..my sleeping and work.
well, its a relieve that finally i dun have to share with mum's laptop. anymore.
millions of things in my minds that i just wish to let it all out.
theres no space for me to find peace.
and yet i don't have time to sit on one corner and rest.
a second feels like a thousand years.
my energy weakens.
i dunno where it all end up to.
i spent half of it to work.
another half of it at home.
im used to working full shifts for a whole week and im still strong.
and now im a clon of half-dead human.
whats wrong with me now?
problems at home never seems to ceased.
sometimes, i just wants to end my life.
it hurts so much to think about everyting.
i just wish i could turn back the time and start all over again.
lastly, happy birthday to my dear mama, on the 30th of nov.
im sorry that i had to work on this special day.
and dinner was ruined thanks to dad's job.
but we still have fun eating threesome rite?
im really sorry if i hurt u all the times.
i swear i didn't meant to hurt u every single day.
all those fights we had regularly or in fact, every day,
don't take it to ur heart.
all those harsh words i ever shouted or said to u, i didn't mean it at all.
i love you and u will always be my most dearest mother.
i know sometimes im too much.
but heyy, put urself in my shoes,
im sure u won't trade with anything to have my life.
hope u would forgive all my mistakes. for past, present and of course the future.
love you mama.(:
im school-sick.
i miss staying up late studying like hell for o levels.