Hello, my name is Dian Farhana
Friends call me Dian. Colleagues/teachers/faci/strangers prefer calling me Farhana.
I don’t why, they just do. -.-
For me? I’m fine with both, really. (:
I have a lot of nicknames; some are too embarrassing to state down.
Well, I’m officially legal as of 8 February 1992. Nothing to brag off actually.
Yes, it sure sounds sexciting and I do anticipate for this special day.
But once it’s over, it’s over. My life goes on, still the same every single day. -.-
I’m taking a diploma in RP majoring in Sports and Leisure management.
This may not be my first choice but still, I am really glad I get into this course.
I shall live my hopes on seeing my one and only idol, Usain Bolt.
Yes, I’m a big fan of him because I go “wow” when I see him runs and I go “oooh~” when he wins. :p
Oh well, it was just a wish. I hope it would come true though. :D USAIN BOLT, please visit Singapore, pretty please with millions cherries on tops.
One word, nine letters to describe myself.
I’m different; metaphorically though.
I’m different in a way that I have my own mindset and my thoughts, my belief; my thinking is different from others.
I guess I belong to the minority groups that think the same way as I do.
I think I am anti-social.
Honestly, I’m not a person who mingles with strangers and hit off with them like polaroid instantly.
I am quiet when I’m alone. But once I’m with a bunch of crazy friends around me, be prepared to see me being crazier than them.
I don’t like noisy places or worse, crowded places.
I just have this feeling that everyone is staring at me and that is scary.
I pity my parents most of the time because they are usually pressured whenever we are dining out.
I am born to be stubborn. That’s something you have to bear with me.
I want things to go my way. I am extremely determined to achieve what I want and it must happen.
I am very demanding. Try go against me, I’ll give you a triple worse attitude. Wanna give it a try?
I am egoistic, that I can’t deny. I always wanted to win. But sometimes (rarely). I would relent; that’s when you guys are lucky though.
I don’t like people who use profanities.
I can’t stand people saying it even though it’s once in a while.
But sometimes, I do say it too. :p But I’ll regret and smack my mouth.
I rarely feel angry. I guess that’s the only positive thing I am proud of myself.
But once I do, I’ll go extremely superbly quiet.
I guess I’ve learnt it since I was small to always keep my mouth shut.
That’s why it’s hard for me to console people who are angry with me.
Oh, but at the same time I am a rebel person too. Contradicting, I know.
But I would only rebel when things doesn’t go my way.
I rebel in my quiet way. I may be quiet when I am angry but I rebel at the same time. Get it?
I’m patient. Patience with limits. Be friends with me and you‘ll know how high my patience is.
Im not perfect.
And there’s still more weakness in me which I’ve yet to reveal.
Despite all these imperfections, I have a fair share of my strength in myself.
But that is for you guys to judge me. Now enough about myself.
Meet my one and only boyfriend, Nadhir Osman.
♥ My one love, my one heart, my one life for sure.♥
22.02.2010, that’s the special date. And it is special to us somehow in terms of the numeric terms.
As cliché as it may sound, but he completes my life.
He’s my best friend, my best companion, my best advisor, my best everything.
He may not be the most perfect guy in every girl’s eye, but he is to me.
His imperfections are perfect enough to be my better half.
Our relationship may not be as those like in fairytales.
We live in a place called reality.
We’ve had our share of fights and arguments but we never let them get us down.
How much I love him, why do I love him..it’s better left unsaid.
Just so all of you know, HE knows, that I love him truly; always and forever, eternity and beyond.♥
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
[ 7:13 PM ]
MONDAY
last minute went to work coz need to learn everything again.
since EVERYTHING has change.
i have to cramp thousands of things in those few hours. and it was like..... arghhh!
went home nearly at 1AM.
manager seems busy so she ask everyone to help me.
but they are busy. aaaaaaaand patrick volunteer((:
he waited for me from like 5pm and i came at 7++++????!!!!
he's super angry. and i owe him a dinner.
he suppose to have dinner date with rabiah.
but he canceled it juz to teach me. heheh. and i made him pissed off. hahaha.
well found out later that he's having some major exam tmr.
and he was still at work teaching me stuff!
i was so shocked and of course i scold him lar.
like his exams are more important them mine okk.
and yet he sacrificed his time to teach me.
he say nvm. he want to see me pass. hahah. so sweet lar.
and the next morning, wen he was suppose to be in SCHOOL............
he still came to kfc to see me take the test.
mam rabiah scold him. hahahha.
so he said he will be there for awhile only.
he test me for awhile.
they say if i get a malay trainer...lucky.
but unfortunately.....get a chinese man.
so i felt like crying at that point of time.
but he seems kind though. most of the questions i forgot.
so i was like guessing all the answers. haahahaha.
then he mark straight away. he looked at me.
he smiled. he said i pass! i PASS!!!!!!!!!!!!
and i got the highest among all my other 1 star batch.
hhhahaha. so happy lar. managers were shocked.
coz they expected me not to do well since i learned everything in only a few hours.
i also expect the same. hahahaha.
lucky i guess. ((: waahhhh. so happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
THANKS PATRICK! I OWE YOU TWO MEALS YEAH?
WEDNESDAY
came late to sch today for poa.
and mrs. lai was like angry.
eh, at least i come okay! still neva appreciate!!!!!!!!
ask to write letter. then the others no need ar???!!!!
fuck, so damn racist or wateva-ist!!!!
HUH!
then had physics at 1.
tot of going home. but hui ping stop me.
play scissors paper stone with iqah.
i have to follow the winners. and yeah..hui ping won. hahaha.