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Well hello. (:
Enjoy, cheerios!

Hello, my name is Dian Farhana Friends call me Dian. Colleagues/teachers/faci/strangers prefer calling me Farhana.
I don’t why, they just do. -.-
For me? I’m fine with both, really. (:
I have a lot of nicknames; some are too embarrassing to state down.

Well, I’m officially legal as of 8 February 1992. Nothing to brag off actually.
Yes, it sure sounds sexciting and I do anticipate for this special day.
But once it’s over, it’s over. My life goes on, still the same every single day. -.-
I’m taking a diploma in RP majoring in Sports and Leisure management.
This may not be my first choice but still, I am really glad I get into this course.
I shall live my hopes on seeing my one and only idol, Usain Bolt.
Yes, I’m a big fan of him because I go “wow” when I see him runs and I go “oooh~” when he wins. :p
Oh well, it was just a wish. I hope it would come true though. :D USAIN BOLT, please visit Singapore, pretty please with millions cherries on tops.

One word, nine letters to describe myself.
I’m different; metaphorically though.
I’m different in a way that I have my own mindset and my thoughts, my belief; my thinking is different from others.
I guess I belong to the minority groups that think the same way as I do.

I think I am anti-social.
Honestly, I’m not a person who mingles with strangers and hit off with them like polaroid instantly.
I am quiet when I’m alone. But once I’m with a bunch of crazy friends around me, be prepared to see me being crazier than them.
I don’t like noisy places or worse, crowded places.
I just have this feeling that everyone is staring at me and that is scary.
I pity my parents most of the time because they are usually pressured whenever we are dining out.

I am born to be stubborn. That’s something you have to bear with me.
I want things to go my way. I am extremely determined to achieve what I want and it must happen.
I am very demanding. Try go against me, I’ll give you a triple worse attitude. Wanna give it a try?
I am egoistic, that I can’t deny. I always wanted to win. But sometimes (rarely). I would relent; that’s when you guys are lucky though.

I don’t like people who use profanities.
I can’t stand people saying it even though it’s once in a while.
But sometimes, I do say it too. :p But I’ll regret and smack my mouth.
I rarely feel angry. I guess that’s the only positive thing I am proud of myself.
But once I do, I’ll go extremely superbly quiet.
I guess I’ve learnt it since I was small to always keep my mouth shut.
That’s why it’s hard for me to console people who are angry with me.
Oh, but at the same time I am a rebel person too. Contradicting, I know.
But I would only rebel when things doesn’t go my way.
I rebel in my quiet way. I may be quiet when I am angry but I rebel at the same time. Get it?
I’m patient. Patience with limits. Be friends with me and you‘ll know how high my patience is.

Im not perfect.
And there’s still more weakness in me which I’ve yet to reveal.
Despite all these imperfections, I have a fair share of my strength in myself.
But that is for you guys to judge me. Now enough about myself.

Meet my one and only boyfriend, Nadhir Osman.
♥ My one love, my one heart, my one life for sure.♥

22.02.2010, that’s the special date. And it is special to us somehow in terms of the numeric terms.

As cliché as it may sound, but he completes my life.
He’s my best friend, my best companion, my best advisor, my best everything.
He may not be the most perfect guy in every girl’s eye, but he is to me.
His imperfections are perfect enough to be my better half.

Our relationship may not be as those like in fairytales.
We live in a place called reality.
We’ve had our share of fights and arguments but we never let them get us down.

How much I love him, why do I love him..it’s better left unsaid.

Just so all of you know, HE knows, that I love him truly; always and forever, eternity and beyond.♥

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first of all, THANK YOU to all of my friends. best friends.
thanks for the support.
thanks for the comfort.
thanks for the advise.
thanks for everything.
early in the morning, bella promise to msg me which im suppose to forward to him.
but i didn't. however, stella edit the msg a lil bit and send the msg to him.
i told her im not gonna see anything and i will only know what's the result.
so yeah...kau, stella and fatin msg him.
and i was often being chased away by them coz they don't wanna me see the msg.
curious, yes.
good thing no art class. so spent time in the library.
around 4++ like that, kau says that they wanna tok to me.
afraid, yes.
plan to meet fatin at staircase at 5.30.
more afraid, yes.
before reaching, stella and kau keep on saying that they will be there for me no matter wat.
so of course i know what would happen riiite.
good acting you both. haha.
so i expected wat they going to say and wat the msg would be.
i tot i was ready for it and i would not cry.
ready, no.
i cried. and stella keep on advising me. kau and fatin tooooo(:
eka actually was straightforward and say it was a bad news. haha.
and i cried in front of eka! paisehx....
its so embarrasing to cry. but i cried anyway.
wanna let out wat i feel but i can't. i just can't.
stella actually take the same bus as me just to cheer me up.
thanks dear. and i really appreciate ur advise.
eat alot. sleep early. rmbr everything about him tonight and forget bout it tmr.
hmm..i will get over it. maybe not now but i will.
forget him, no.
he's the first person who can make me forget choc almond.
and you're asking me to forget him? no, i won't.
its my fault. yeah, its my fault.
maybe its true, we should have known each other better.
i didn't expect that i would make a mistake again after 3 years...
hmm...
stella, yeah i admit. i did like choc almond more than him.
3 years dear, who can forget it easily.
but that doesn't mean i put him aside.
and i don't accept him bcoz im desperate to forget choc almond.
if i do, i should have done last tyme.
its something about him. you guys dunno.
im sorry for telling u all this. but its true.
and maybe you all are right, im blind by his everything.
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hurt, yes.
sad, yes.
angry, yes.
give up, ...........