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Well hello. (:
Enjoy, cheerios!

Hello, my name is Dian Farhana Friends call me Dian. Colleagues/teachers/faci/strangers prefer calling me Farhana.
I don’t why, they just do. -.-
For me? I’m fine with both, really. (:
I have a lot of nicknames; some are too embarrassing to state down.

Well, I’m officially legal as of 8 February 1992. Nothing to brag off actually.
Yes, it sure sounds sexciting and I do anticipate for this special day.
But once it’s over, it’s over. My life goes on, still the same every single day. -.-
I’m taking a diploma in RP majoring in Sports and Leisure management.
This may not be my first choice but still, I am really glad I get into this course.
I shall live my hopes on seeing my one and only idol, Usain Bolt.
Yes, I’m a big fan of him because I go “wow” when I see him runs and I go “oooh~” when he wins. :p
Oh well, it was just a wish. I hope it would come true though. :D USAIN BOLT, please visit Singapore, pretty please with millions cherries on tops.

One word, nine letters to describe myself.
I’m different; metaphorically though.
I’m different in a way that I have my own mindset and my thoughts, my belief; my thinking is different from others.
I guess I belong to the minority groups that think the same way as I do.

I think I am anti-social.
Honestly, I’m not a person who mingles with strangers and hit off with them like polaroid instantly.
I am quiet when I’m alone. But once I’m with a bunch of crazy friends around me, be prepared to see me being crazier than them.
I don’t like noisy places or worse, crowded places.
I just have this feeling that everyone is staring at me and that is scary.
I pity my parents most of the time because they are usually pressured whenever we are dining out.

I am born to be stubborn. That’s something you have to bear with me.
I want things to go my way. I am extremely determined to achieve what I want and it must happen.
I am very demanding. Try go against me, I’ll give you a triple worse attitude. Wanna give it a try?
I am egoistic, that I can’t deny. I always wanted to win. But sometimes (rarely). I would relent; that’s when you guys are lucky though.

I don’t like people who use profanities.
I can’t stand people saying it even though it’s once in a while.
But sometimes, I do say it too. :p But I’ll regret and smack my mouth.
I rarely feel angry. I guess that’s the only positive thing I am proud of myself.
But once I do, I’ll go extremely superbly quiet.
I guess I’ve learnt it since I was small to always keep my mouth shut.
That’s why it’s hard for me to console people who are angry with me.
Oh, but at the same time I am a rebel person too. Contradicting, I know.
But I would only rebel when things doesn’t go my way.
I rebel in my quiet way. I may be quiet when I am angry but I rebel at the same time. Get it?
I’m patient. Patience with limits. Be friends with me and you‘ll know how high my patience is.

Im not perfect.
And there’s still more weakness in me which I’ve yet to reveal.
Despite all these imperfections, I have a fair share of my strength in myself.
But that is for you guys to judge me. Now enough about myself.

Meet my one and only boyfriend, Nadhir Osman.
♥ My one love, my one heart, my one life for sure.♥

22.02.2010, that’s the special date. And it is special to us somehow in terms of the numeric terms.

As cliché as it may sound, but he completes my life.
He’s my best friend, my best companion, my best advisor, my best everything.
He may not be the most perfect guy in every girl’s eye, but he is to me.
His imperfections are perfect enough to be my better half.

Our relationship may not be as those like in fairytales.
We live in a place called reality.
We’ve had our share of fights and arguments but we never let them get us down.

How much I love him, why do I love him..it’s better left unsaid.

Just so all of you know, HE knows, that I love him truly; always and forever, eternity and beyond.♥

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aye, so o levels are out yesterday.
and im posting it like todaaay. haha.
okay so as always, the atmosphere in the hall are the same every single year.
mixture of excitement and nervous-wrecking.
well, teachers are a very good actor/actress.
showed us the most forlorn faces and kept saying things like..
"whatever it is, move on.." or "smile as much as you can before the results are out"
like wth?! so we thought its the end of the world. hah.
and guess what? we did our school proud by being value-aided again.
and of course as you all might have known, i passed(:
although results are not what i wanted it to be and its not that really good,
but alhamdullilah i pass kn?
i mean pls, as long as i pass and get to poly, im more than happy. AMIN.
times fly and everything's over, its too late to regret anything right.
of course there are regretfulness when i received the result.
like..why didn't i study science harder or why i didn't practice math regularly and so forth?
but the feelings lasted for less than a minute.
coz i know, i have to move on.
im happy enough that im qualified to the course i wanteed.
GERONTOLOGICAL MANAGEMENT STUDIES!
woohoo!
i hope i get that course.

for those who pass, congrats! and for those who fail, as i said, don't regret now.
and for those who pass and yet unhappy about it although you get like a very good points as in below 20, ahhh, bang your heads on the wall man. it needs some services.

and tmr going temasek to see the talks held by the humanities and social sciences course! cool or whaaat. hhaha. well, happy to hear that there are free shuttle bus from toa payoh. yay! haha. okay.

meeting friends was a great feeling. suddenly this weird feelings hit me hard.
i miss them. i miss school. i won't ever going to step into that school again.
im not going to get scolded for my coloured-hair. no more assemble early in the morning in the parade square. no more my wonderful classmates. all those routines, all gone. all was a past. i regret that i used to hate it so much and can't wait to get off the school. now, i wish i had spent every single second there and make it a precious moment. my classmate, they are the ones who bring joy to my schoolife. let it be good or bad. now we are on different routes and everyones turning in different angle. we didn't even say a proper goodbye and farewell. but i will always remember, we will always remain UNANIMOUS, as what IS stated on our class tshirt. :D

specially for this guy,
im so so sorry for giving you excuses. i know u have been waiting for many months and yet i kept you waiting, u won't mind but i feel guilty. even more guiltier when i still kept you waiting.
i found that special someone and yet i kept quiet about it. i kept it as a secret even to you.
how can i tell you the truth after so long? would you be angry or would you except it?

would you still be my friend?