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Well hello. (:
Enjoy, cheerios!

Hello, my name is Dian Farhana Friends call me Dian. Colleagues/teachers/faci/strangers prefer calling me Farhana.
I don’t why, they just do. -.-
For me? I’m fine with both, really. (:
I have a lot of nicknames; some are too embarrassing to state down.

Well, I’m officially legal as of 8 February 1992. Nothing to brag off actually.
Yes, it sure sounds sexciting and I do anticipate for this special day.
But once it’s over, it’s over. My life goes on, still the same every single day. -.-
I’m taking a diploma in RP majoring in Sports and Leisure management.
This may not be my first choice but still, I am really glad I get into this course.
I shall live my hopes on seeing my one and only idol, Usain Bolt.
Yes, I’m a big fan of him because I go “wow” when I see him runs and I go “oooh~” when he wins. :p
Oh well, it was just a wish. I hope it would come true though. :D USAIN BOLT, please visit Singapore, pretty please with millions cherries on tops.

One word, nine letters to describe myself.
I’m different; metaphorically though.
I’m different in a way that I have my own mindset and my thoughts, my belief; my thinking is different from others.
I guess I belong to the minority groups that think the same way as I do.

I think I am anti-social.
Honestly, I’m not a person who mingles with strangers and hit off with them like polaroid instantly.
I am quiet when I’m alone. But once I’m with a bunch of crazy friends around me, be prepared to see me being crazier than them.
I don’t like noisy places or worse, crowded places.
I just have this feeling that everyone is staring at me and that is scary.
I pity my parents most of the time because they are usually pressured whenever we are dining out.

I am born to be stubborn. That’s something you have to bear with me.
I want things to go my way. I am extremely determined to achieve what I want and it must happen.
I am very demanding. Try go against me, I’ll give you a triple worse attitude. Wanna give it a try?
I am egoistic, that I can’t deny. I always wanted to win. But sometimes (rarely). I would relent; that’s when you guys are lucky though.

I don’t like people who use profanities.
I can’t stand people saying it even though it’s once in a while.
But sometimes, I do say it too. :p But I’ll regret and smack my mouth.
I rarely feel angry. I guess that’s the only positive thing I am proud of myself.
But once I do, I’ll go extremely superbly quiet.
I guess I’ve learnt it since I was small to always keep my mouth shut.
That’s why it’s hard for me to console people who are angry with me.
Oh, but at the same time I am a rebel person too. Contradicting, I know.
But I would only rebel when things doesn’t go my way.
I rebel in my quiet way. I may be quiet when I am angry but I rebel at the same time. Get it?
I’m patient. Patience with limits. Be friends with me and you‘ll know how high my patience is.

Im not perfect.
And there’s still more weakness in me which I’ve yet to reveal.
Despite all these imperfections, I have a fair share of my strength in myself.
But that is for you guys to judge me. Now enough about myself.

Meet my one and only boyfriend, Nadhir Osman.
♥ My one love, my one heart, my one life for sure.♥

22.02.2010, that’s the special date. And it is special to us somehow in terms of the numeric terms.

As cliché as it may sound, but he completes my life.
He’s my best friend, my best companion, my best advisor, my best everything.
He may not be the most perfect guy in every girl’s eye, but he is to me.
His imperfections are perfect enough to be my better half.

Our relationship may not be as those like in fairytales.
We live in a place called reality.
We’ve had our share of fights and arguments but we never let them get us down.

How much I love him, why do I love him..it’s better left unsaid.

Just so all of you know, HE knows, that I love him truly; always and forever, eternity and beyond.♥

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i apologised to bb boy, and he forgave me(:
and everythings back to normal. im happy(:
and i've been keeping in touch with the kfc ppl lately.
theres zul and...i forgot the other name.
time passes and evrything change.
new staff, new environment and so on.
zul and me are going out when i get my pay.
shopping la kn! hahaha. and ohh, find new job.
im suffocating in guardian and there's no oxygen.
well, our mission is to find a job that doesn't handle customer.
and i think it would take forever. coz everyting seems to end up to..handling customers.
well, would find a job that simply has very little customers.
and okay, once me and him found a job, i promised i would tell winterlove and ain k?
hahaha. den we will all left that idiotic shop for good.
i envy HANAN's job. ahhh, so the very the cool la. !

chat with zul and bb boy till 3 in the morning?
i had an awesome chat with zul.
not that me and bb boy's chat are not awesome.
it is. better than zul.
but i dunno why, im much more comfortable being myself with zul.
mainly because we have alot of things in common?
ahh, shit dian. stop it.
im with him. the past is enough for me to learn my lesson.
i dunno why its hard for me to tell ppl dat i have found that special someone.
i hate this.
everytime ppl ask me, i would just keep quiet and change topic.
ohh, except for winterlove and ain of course(:
hmm, am i not being a very good gf? yes.
and i bet we won't last long.
he's a very nice guy. he gives me the freedom. he understand me.
he apologised to my mum evven when its at my fault.
he's everything that i needed.
so what more do i asked for now?
why can't i just tell them, me and him are together.
its already coming 3 weeks since we are together.
and only 2 ppl noes about this.
and of course those who read this, and yet they won't know who's this guy.
i dun even have the courage to tell my mum when all along she was the first to know.
am i serious with this relationship or not? maybe yes maybe no.
let see how things goes...