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Well hello. (:
Enjoy, cheerios!

Hello, my name is Dian Farhana Friends call me Dian. Colleagues/teachers/faci/strangers prefer calling me Farhana.
I don’t why, they just do. -.-
For me? I’m fine with both, really. (:
I have a lot of nicknames; some are too embarrassing to state down.

Well, I’m officially legal as of 8 February 1992. Nothing to brag off actually.
Yes, it sure sounds sexciting and I do anticipate for this special day.
But once it’s over, it’s over. My life goes on, still the same every single day. -.-
I’m taking a diploma in RP majoring in Sports and Leisure management.
This may not be my first choice but still, I am really glad I get into this course.
I shall live my hopes on seeing my one and only idol, Usain Bolt.
Yes, I’m a big fan of him because I go “wow” when I see him runs and I go “oooh~” when he wins. :p
Oh well, it was just a wish. I hope it would come true though. :D USAIN BOLT, please visit Singapore, pretty please with millions cherries on tops.

One word, nine letters to describe myself.
I’m different; metaphorically though.
I’m different in a way that I have my own mindset and my thoughts, my belief; my thinking is different from others.
I guess I belong to the minority groups that think the same way as I do.

I think I am anti-social.
Honestly, I’m not a person who mingles with strangers and hit off with them like polaroid instantly.
I am quiet when I’m alone. But once I’m with a bunch of crazy friends around me, be prepared to see me being crazier than them.
I don’t like noisy places or worse, crowded places.
I just have this feeling that everyone is staring at me and that is scary.
I pity my parents most of the time because they are usually pressured whenever we are dining out.

I am born to be stubborn. That’s something you have to bear with me.
I want things to go my way. I am extremely determined to achieve what I want and it must happen.
I am very demanding. Try go against me, I’ll give you a triple worse attitude. Wanna give it a try?
I am egoistic, that I can’t deny. I always wanted to win. But sometimes (rarely). I would relent; that’s when you guys are lucky though.

I don’t like people who use profanities.
I can’t stand people saying it even though it’s once in a while.
But sometimes, I do say it too. :p But I’ll regret and smack my mouth.
I rarely feel angry. I guess that’s the only positive thing I am proud of myself.
But once I do, I’ll go extremely superbly quiet.
I guess I’ve learnt it since I was small to always keep my mouth shut.
That’s why it’s hard for me to console people who are angry with me.
Oh, but at the same time I am a rebel person too. Contradicting, I know.
But I would only rebel when things doesn’t go my way.
I rebel in my quiet way. I may be quiet when I am angry but I rebel at the same time. Get it?
I’m patient. Patience with limits. Be friends with me and you‘ll know how high my patience is.

Im not perfect.
And there’s still more weakness in me which I’ve yet to reveal.
Despite all these imperfections, I have a fair share of my strength in myself.
But that is for you guys to judge me. Now enough about myself.

Meet my one and only boyfriend, Nadhir Osman.
♥ My one love, my one heart, my one life for sure.♥

22.02.2010, that’s the special date. And it is special to us somehow in terms of the numeric terms.

As cliché as it may sound, but he completes my life.
He’s my best friend, my best companion, my best advisor, my best everything.
He may not be the most perfect guy in every girl’s eye, but he is to me.
His imperfections are perfect enough to be my better half.

Our relationship may not be as those like in fairytales.
We live in a place called reality.
We’ve had our share of fights and arguments but we never let them get us down.

How much I love him, why do I love him..it’s better left unsaid.

Just so all of you know, HE knows, that I love him truly; always and forever, eternity and beyond.♥

[ 11:47 PM ]

and so, the headquarter called my mum this afternoon.
she really can't help us as its like the early month and its kinda too late.
the good news is that the big boss was really angry with our bosses(eric and eugene).
i heard that he called them and scold them. HAHA. goody goody!
she also advice me not to quite now as it shows them that im to coward.
well, i think it over and i still stick to my decision.
i really can't face those idiots.
mum would try to call them tmr to ask for transfer.
maybe at thomson if possible?
anywhere as long as its not that damnit branch.
tried to look for job again today, but yeah too lazy.
manage to send resume to one job..retail assistant or something like that.
and im thinking of working in hotel. banquet crew?
everything would be provided. and the pay is not that bad i think.
hmm..should give a thought about it.
meeting with haniff tmr would be postponed to thursday?
if thats even possible?
my allowance that mama gave me this week left with..3 bucks?
and seriously, it won't even pay up the meal,
and im planning to catch a movie still? haha, funny.
i think i have to ask mama for loan, like again.
hah! im a spendthrift baby.
i really need to cut down my spending.
like food for example?! i had a huge appetite this year.
as in real huge. i can eat more than my dad.
this led them to thoughts that are sooo fake! "pregnant"
what the heck? im just in the process of growing up only la. haha.
okay, another thing i need to cut down is..shopping.
like i can just spend hundreds in a few minutes in one shop.
pathetic or what?
i need some motivational talk, like seriously.
and my heart is negative zero going back to work this friday.
mama say just show them my face for the last time and i can do whatever i like.
sheesh.