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Well hello. (:
Enjoy, cheerios!

Hello, my name is Dian Farhana Friends call me Dian. Colleagues/teachers/faci/strangers prefer calling me Farhana.
I don’t why, they just do. -.-
For me? I’m fine with both, really. (:
I have a lot of nicknames; some are too embarrassing to state down.

Well, I’m officially legal as of 8 February 1992. Nothing to brag off actually.
Yes, it sure sounds sexciting and I do anticipate for this special day.
But once it’s over, it’s over. My life goes on, still the same every single day. -.-
I’m taking a diploma in RP majoring in Sports and Leisure management.
This may not be my first choice but still, I am really glad I get into this course.
I shall live my hopes on seeing my one and only idol, Usain Bolt.
Yes, I’m a big fan of him because I go “wow” when I see him runs and I go “oooh~” when he wins. :p
Oh well, it was just a wish. I hope it would come true though. :D USAIN BOLT, please visit Singapore, pretty please with millions cherries on tops.

One word, nine letters to describe myself.
I’m different; metaphorically though.
I’m different in a way that I have my own mindset and my thoughts, my belief; my thinking is different from others.
I guess I belong to the minority groups that think the same way as I do.

I think I am anti-social.
Honestly, I’m not a person who mingles with strangers and hit off with them like polaroid instantly.
I am quiet when I’m alone. But once I’m with a bunch of crazy friends around me, be prepared to see me being crazier than them.
I don’t like noisy places or worse, crowded places.
I just have this feeling that everyone is staring at me and that is scary.
I pity my parents most of the time because they are usually pressured whenever we are dining out.

I am born to be stubborn. That’s something you have to bear with me.
I want things to go my way. I am extremely determined to achieve what I want and it must happen.
I am very demanding. Try go against me, I’ll give you a triple worse attitude. Wanna give it a try?
I am egoistic, that I can’t deny. I always wanted to win. But sometimes (rarely). I would relent; that’s when you guys are lucky though.

I don’t like people who use profanities.
I can’t stand people saying it even though it’s once in a while.
But sometimes, I do say it too. :p But I’ll regret and smack my mouth.
I rarely feel angry. I guess that’s the only positive thing I am proud of myself.
But once I do, I’ll go extremely superbly quiet.
I guess I’ve learnt it since I was small to always keep my mouth shut.
That’s why it’s hard for me to console people who are angry with me.
Oh, but at the same time I am a rebel person too. Contradicting, I know.
But I would only rebel when things doesn’t go my way.
I rebel in my quiet way. I may be quiet when I am angry but I rebel at the same time. Get it?
I’m patient. Patience with limits. Be friends with me and you‘ll know how high my patience is.

Im not perfect.
And there’s still more weakness in me which I’ve yet to reveal.
Despite all these imperfections, I have a fair share of my strength in myself.
But that is for you guys to judge me. Now enough about myself.

Meet my one and only boyfriend, Nadhir Osman.
♥ My one love, my one heart, my one life for sure.♥

22.02.2010, that’s the special date. And it is special to us somehow in terms of the numeric terms.

As cliché as it may sound, but he completes my life.
He’s my best friend, my best companion, my best advisor, my best everything.
He may not be the most perfect guy in every girl’s eye, but he is to me.
His imperfections are perfect enough to be my better half.

Our relationship may not be as those like in fairytales.
We live in a place called reality.
We’ve had our share of fights and arguments but we never let them get us down.

How much I love him, why do I love him..it’s better left unsaid.

Just so all of you know, HE knows, that I love him truly; always and forever, eternity and beyond.♥

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sorry for being mia in blogs for many many days.

i've been busy with work and lazy to type many many words.
but as what i had promised, im going to update evrything now.
its gonna be a long post k, i think.

okay, lets move on to cambodia trip.
i guess some of you should know how was it over there.
first, the airport was pathetic.
okay but below average.
there's flies IN the airport?!
and from the airport to the hotel, theres a transport for us.
we ride by van.
and from my very first view of cambodia,
i should say that even malaysia's kampung area is much better.
waaaaay better.
there are long shop houses at the side of the streets.
its somewhat like the 60s-70s of spore.
its that bad ok.

the atmosphere is really bad.
could see some wearing as mask to cover themselves up.
oh yeah, the vehicles are like americans.
you know, they drive on left side, instead of right.
and those who ride bikes, didn't even wear helmets.
and there would be 3-4 person in a bike.
like omg. haha.
the traffic lights doesn't even work.
and even when it does, its useless.
vehicles just drive through.
surprisingly, there's no accidents.
im very proud of them despite all the negative things.
come on, even spore have accidents when ALL the traffic lights is working.
and there, they are patient enough to wait and give way.
some drives should learn from them.
and maybe, we could prevent from having more accidents.

the hotel, oh well..
no words could describe how dissapointed i am.
there are flies..ants..and i don't know wht other creature there is.
we can't afford the 5 star hotel coz it cost a bomb.

the office side, there are NO air con.
and its damn hot.
whats with the scorching sun and temp that are as high as high fever.
even the air con in the hotel is not enough.
i practically drank every 5 mins to avoid dehydration.

after work, we went out of course.
we ride this thing called tuk tuks.
its samting like beca but nicer.
and its coooooolness. haha.
there are lots of beggars around.
and once we give one, a whole gang would come to us.
and when we ignore, they would just stand there and STARE at us.
so scary.
even we have no freedom when we are eating.
different people come and sell us some food.
and we refused to buy, they would stand there and look at us eating.
urgh.

the people there look so much alike like malays.
seriously.
like real damn malay faces.
guys are waaay hotter den any sporean malay guys.
HAHA.
and their trends are not bad.
they actually wore clothes that are in trend among sporeans.
if only they could maintain their high-pitched voice,
i would have definitely find one boyfriend there.
you know, they are so effing romantic.
they would ride a bike, and the gf would sit at the back with the legs at the side.
and they would hold a flower, balloons and stuffs.
the bf buy for them.
and its not even valentine!
how sweet can they be.
awwwwww.

and oh yeah, they even talk to me in cambodian language.
coz as i said, they loom like malays.
so they mistaken me for one.
and i would stare at them with a blur look.
and i think some was irritated.
coz they thought i was being a show-off..
they thought i was a tour guide and refuse to talk to them.
but some, they understood that im not a cambodian
once my boss explain to them that im from spore.
and the funny thing is, they tot spore was only chinese ppl.
so wen my boss says that im sporean, they look at me bewildered.
and they would ask, how come i don't look like chinese.
and they say, i look more like a malaysian.
coz malaysian is a malay country.
HAHAHAHA.
and my boss will have to explain tht spore is a multi-ethnic country.
HAHAHAH.

oh yeah, while travelling..
we saw one particular place selling roasted pig.
and they actually roast one WHOLE body of it.
they hang it on top of the fire.
it look pinkish and yellowish.
disgusting.

i didn't take any pictures coz im scared.
scared tht ppl might steal my camera.
better be cautious then sorry right.

i took this tuk tuk picture from internet.
haha.

yesterday was speech day.
overall was nice.
meeting amira and bella was great.
once i enter the school and went np room..
i turn into my old crazy self.
not my reserved self.
oh well, i can't resist it.
its just me when im in secondary school.
and meeting those ppl, hahahaha.
its awesome k.
lots of laughters and photo session.
im definitely surprise wen some teachers remember me.
hahaha!
woaaah.
even mr. raj.
and awwww, he is very sweet u know.
hahahaa.