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Well hello. (:
Enjoy, cheerios!

Hello, my name is Dian Farhana Friends call me Dian. Colleagues/teachers/faci/strangers prefer calling me Farhana.
I don’t why, they just do. -.-
For me? I’m fine with both, really. (:
I have a lot of nicknames; some are too embarrassing to state down.

Well, I’m officially legal as of 8 February 1992. Nothing to brag off actually.
Yes, it sure sounds sexciting and I do anticipate for this special day.
But once it’s over, it’s over. My life goes on, still the same every single day. -.-
I’m taking a diploma in RP majoring in Sports and Leisure management.
This may not be my first choice but still, I am really glad I get into this course.
I shall live my hopes on seeing my one and only idol, Usain Bolt.
Yes, I’m a big fan of him because I go “wow” when I see him runs and I go “oooh~” when he wins. :p
Oh well, it was just a wish. I hope it would come true though. :D USAIN BOLT, please visit Singapore, pretty please with millions cherries on tops.

One word, nine letters to describe myself.
I’m different; metaphorically though.
I’m different in a way that I have my own mindset and my thoughts, my belief; my thinking is different from others.
I guess I belong to the minority groups that think the same way as I do.

I think I am anti-social.
Honestly, I’m not a person who mingles with strangers and hit off with them like polaroid instantly.
I am quiet when I’m alone. But once I’m with a bunch of crazy friends around me, be prepared to see me being crazier than them.
I don’t like noisy places or worse, crowded places.
I just have this feeling that everyone is staring at me and that is scary.
I pity my parents most of the time because they are usually pressured whenever we are dining out.

I am born to be stubborn. That’s something you have to bear with me.
I want things to go my way. I am extremely determined to achieve what I want and it must happen.
I am very demanding. Try go against me, I’ll give you a triple worse attitude. Wanna give it a try?
I am egoistic, that I can’t deny. I always wanted to win. But sometimes (rarely). I would relent; that’s when you guys are lucky though.

I don’t like people who use profanities.
I can’t stand people saying it even though it’s once in a while.
But sometimes, I do say it too. :p But I’ll regret and smack my mouth.
I rarely feel angry. I guess that’s the only positive thing I am proud of myself.
But once I do, I’ll go extremely superbly quiet.
I guess I’ve learnt it since I was small to always keep my mouth shut.
That’s why it’s hard for me to console people who are angry with me.
Oh, but at the same time I am a rebel person too. Contradicting, I know.
But I would only rebel when things doesn’t go my way.
I rebel in my quiet way. I may be quiet when I am angry but I rebel at the same time. Get it?
I’m patient. Patience with limits. Be friends with me and you‘ll know how high my patience is.

Im not perfect.
And there’s still more weakness in me which I’ve yet to reveal.
Despite all these imperfections, I have a fair share of my strength in myself.
But that is for you guys to judge me. Now enough about myself.

Meet my one and only boyfriend, Nadhir Osman.
♥ My one love, my one heart, my one life for sure.♥

22.02.2010, that’s the special date. And it is special to us somehow in terms of the numeric terms.

As cliché as it may sound, but he completes my life.
He’s my best friend, my best companion, my best advisor, my best everything.
He may not be the most perfect guy in every girl’s eye, but he is to me.
His imperfections are perfect enough to be my better half.

Our relationship may not be as those like in fairytales.
We live in a place called reality.
We’ve had our share of fights and arguments but we never let them get us down.

How much I love him, why do I love him..it’s better left unsaid.

Just so all of you know, HE knows, that I love him truly; always and forever, eternity and beyond.♥

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i hate today.
and sadly, its not because of monday blues.
i was being energetic in the morning.
and i even greet my facci which i later on regretted much.
i hate this facci coz he..
i shall not vulgar, coz i want to be budak baek olredi.
and due to this, my mood went all the waaaay down.
forget bout this, lets talk about my IGs.
its seems like i didn't update much bout my school haven't i?
well, canoeing HAS been my first choice and my dreams.
buuuut, "jeng3".....
it was held on weekdays AND weekends.
how pathetic can this be?
so i made a mental calculation on how to divide times among evrything,
and i failed to manage it.
soooooo, i joined..
FLOORBALL.
of all the IGs (and rp seriously do have lots of interesting IGs),
i joined floorball.
i should just bang my head on the wall man.
i can't even play floorball!
apparently, i really really really wanted to join track and field.
its my dream rite? to run.
being the most selenge-est ever, i didn't know that atheletics is supposingly to be
track and field.
and the day i found out it is, can't register.
heartbroken to the max sioool.
and i can't skip floorball, since that was the only cca i signed up.
apart from SHL club.
at this point of time, i just need someone to scream at me.
how i wished i could turn back time, and viewed my email and
clicked the registration on atheletics.
AAAHHH.
k, stop it dian.
ohh well, floorball it is then.
although, i really wished i can have another chance to register something else.

last friday which was may day, labour day whatever day..
well, happy belated anniversary to my parents?
this year, me and my sis cooked breakfast for them.
i fried hashbrowns and french fries while my sis made pancakes.
and yesss, i cannot kawin. coz i fail in cooking.
cannot salahkn eh..i RARELY helped my mum unlike my sis.
but thats okay, i still have time to improve right?
and i make sure i would be pro at it.
HAHA.
k den, in the afternoon had an outing with the grp 5s.
we are really getting along well.
wouldn't it be fun if all of us are in the same class?
surely it would be the most fun class ever.
and i love the day itself.
great outing peoples!

i have too many dates but i just can't find the time to go out with any of them.
pathetic.
im really sorry if i keep delaying.
i need to make a date with besties to celebrate belated bdae.
i need to free myself to go night safari with irwan.
i need to find a time to go beach-walking with haikal.
and theres many more dates to come.

this kills me man.