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Well hello. (:
Enjoy, cheerios!

Hello, my name is Dian Farhana Friends call me Dian. Colleagues/teachers/faci/strangers prefer calling me Farhana.
I don’t why, they just do. -.-
For me? I’m fine with both, really. (:
I have a lot of nicknames; some are too embarrassing to state down.

Well, I’m officially legal as of 8 February 1992. Nothing to brag off actually.
Yes, it sure sounds sexciting and I do anticipate for this special day.
But once it’s over, it’s over. My life goes on, still the same every single day. -.-
I’m taking a diploma in RP majoring in Sports and Leisure management.
This may not be my first choice but still, I am really glad I get into this course.
I shall live my hopes on seeing my one and only idol, Usain Bolt.
Yes, I’m a big fan of him because I go “wow” when I see him runs and I go “oooh~” when he wins. :p
Oh well, it was just a wish. I hope it would come true though. :D USAIN BOLT, please visit Singapore, pretty please with millions cherries on tops.

One word, nine letters to describe myself.
I’m different; metaphorically though.
I’m different in a way that I have my own mindset and my thoughts, my belief; my thinking is different from others.
I guess I belong to the minority groups that think the same way as I do.

I think I am anti-social.
Honestly, I’m not a person who mingles with strangers and hit off with them like polaroid instantly.
I am quiet when I’m alone. But once I’m with a bunch of crazy friends around me, be prepared to see me being crazier than them.
I don’t like noisy places or worse, crowded places.
I just have this feeling that everyone is staring at me and that is scary.
I pity my parents most of the time because they are usually pressured whenever we are dining out.

I am born to be stubborn. That’s something you have to bear with me.
I want things to go my way. I am extremely determined to achieve what I want and it must happen.
I am very demanding. Try go against me, I’ll give you a triple worse attitude. Wanna give it a try?
I am egoistic, that I can’t deny. I always wanted to win. But sometimes (rarely). I would relent; that’s when you guys are lucky though.

I don’t like people who use profanities.
I can’t stand people saying it even though it’s once in a while.
But sometimes, I do say it too. :p But I’ll regret and smack my mouth.
I rarely feel angry. I guess that’s the only positive thing I am proud of myself.
But once I do, I’ll go extremely superbly quiet.
I guess I’ve learnt it since I was small to always keep my mouth shut.
That’s why it’s hard for me to console people who are angry with me.
Oh, but at the same time I am a rebel person too. Contradicting, I know.
But I would only rebel when things doesn’t go my way.
I rebel in my quiet way. I may be quiet when I am angry but I rebel at the same time. Get it?
I’m patient. Patience with limits. Be friends with me and you‘ll know how high my patience is.

Im not perfect.
And there’s still more weakness in me which I’ve yet to reveal.
Despite all these imperfections, I have a fair share of my strength in myself.
But that is for you guys to judge me. Now enough about myself.

Meet my one and only boyfriend, Nadhir Osman.
♥ My one love, my one heart, my one life for sure.♥

22.02.2010, that’s the special date. And it is special to us somehow in terms of the numeric terms.

As cliché as it may sound, but he completes my life.
He’s my best friend, my best companion, my best advisor, my best everything.
He may not be the most perfect guy in every girl’s eye, but he is to me.
His imperfections are perfect enough to be my better half.

Our relationship may not be as those like in fairytales.
We live in a place called reality.
We’ve had our share of fights and arguments but we never let them get us down.

How much I love him, why do I love him..it’s better left unsaid.

Just so all of you know, HE knows, that I love him truly; always and forever, eternity and beyond.♥

My taste. [ 10:15 AM ]

Im like drooling over here please waiting for time to fly. I've got a few more hours before Im out to hunt a job (again). This time, I've got a specific place with a specific shop for interview. HEHE.

I want to blog about something. Related to my title up there. It frustrated me to actually thinking about this. I had a hard time getting myself to sleep and well, I ended up reflecting my past and think about what I actually wanted for myself. Here it goes then,

I actually asked myself what kind of guy I ever dreamed of to be with. I thought back about all my crush(s) and my ex(s). Put them side by side and non was the same. All had their own way of style that seems to attract me. What confused me was what was the main thing that all of them have that attracts me?

My ____(whatever you want to call it)
- should be someone who accept me as who I am, as how I was brought up by my parents.
- should be the most understanding person I could ever meet in my life. I need this because I can barely comprehend myself and those who never last long with me are the ones that lack this ability.
- should know how to make my day even at my worst state. To do this, he must be someone who knows how to joke and keep things lively, being natural instead of forcing himself to make me laugh. I need this because Im a person who laugh alot and love to be entertained.
- should be someone who have an extraordinary patience within him. To bear with me and my nonsensical attitude, its hard. Im proud of those who actually stayed with me till now.
- is not an easily morose person, who sulk all the time. This is because, for those who know me real well, Im never good at consoling. I might just say a few consoling words and try to cheer the person up which I did uncomfortably and unwillingly. Once done, and yet failed, Im not a person who tries for a second time. I just ignore and let one to cool himself down. This is why, I lost some friend(s) and never last long in a relationship. Same goes to me, Im not a person who mope all day long. Im a person who gets angry easily but just give me a few minutes and just a joke, I would forget everything.
- should not be too serious. This includes being too overly protective and jealous. I want to be a carefree who can do whatever I like even during relationship. Im a person who knows a limit. I make friends with guys but I won't go to an extra mile of being too close to them. Same goes to me, Im not a person who controls my partner. For all I care, go and make friend with girls , the most important thing is, he knows and I know, we put a borderline to the friendship.
- related to the above, I need trust from him. Just saying the word trust was not enough. I need actions done. I believe that most lack on this. They say they trust me, but when I make friends with guys (which was just a chat), in the next minute, 1001 accused was thrown to me. What I meant by trust was even when rumours was spread around, hateful things was heard, he deafened his ears and trust my words. Of course, I won't take advantage on these please.
- should be the one who keeps relationships light and easy. Im not one of the girls who expect 101% attention towards me 24/7. I need a space and so does he. It doesn't matter if he was too busy that he can't even call and sms-ed me whole day. But a single message saying good night after a hectic day was enough for me. And same goes to him. If Im busy or anything, I don't want to be treated by a sulky face and defiance attitude. Of course, if I was being treated this way, I would apparently just ignore and did my own stuff. Which links to one of my points, patience and not a morose person.
- is not a hot-temper person. Totally. Actually, this was not the thing that bothers me. But IF someone was angry, I expect the person just be quiet and be soft. I don't tolerate ones who shout and scream. Which same goes to me. I'll just keep quiet and entertained myself. But of course, when my patience are above my limits, I might just shout at the top of my lung which I think I haven't done before.

Basically I think that is what I look for. Just someone who understands alot. I don't expect some hot looking guys because everyone is hot in their own way. I believe I have a high expections on my type but who doesn't? All wants the best for them right?