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Well hello. (:
Enjoy, cheerios!

Hello, my name is Dian Farhana Friends call me Dian. Colleagues/teachers/faci/strangers prefer calling me Farhana.
I don’t why, they just do. -.-
For me? I’m fine with both, really. (:
I have a lot of nicknames; some are too embarrassing to state down.

Well, I’m officially legal as of 8 February 1992. Nothing to brag off actually.
Yes, it sure sounds sexciting and I do anticipate for this special day.
But once it’s over, it’s over. My life goes on, still the same every single day. -.-
I’m taking a diploma in RP majoring in Sports and Leisure management.
This may not be my first choice but still, I am really glad I get into this course.
I shall live my hopes on seeing my one and only idol, Usain Bolt.
Yes, I’m a big fan of him because I go “wow” when I see him runs and I go “oooh~” when he wins. :p
Oh well, it was just a wish. I hope it would come true though. :D USAIN BOLT, please visit Singapore, pretty please with millions cherries on tops.

One word, nine letters to describe myself.
I’m different; metaphorically though.
I’m different in a way that I have my own mindset and my thoughts, my belief; my thinking is different from others.
I guess I belong to the minority groups that think the same way as I do.

I think I am anti-social.
Honestly, I’m not a person who mingles with strangers and hit off with them like polaroid instantly.
I am quiet when I’m alone. But once I’m with a bunch of crazy friends around me, be prepared to see me being crazier than them.
I don’t like noisy places or worse, crowded places.
I just have this feeling that everyone is staring at me and that is scary.
I pity my parents most of the time because they are usually pressured whenever we are dining out.

I am born to be stubborn. That’s something you have to bear with me.
I want things to go my way. I am extremely determined to achieve what I want and it must happen.
I am very demanding. Try go against me, I’ll give you a triple worse attitude. Wanna give it a try?
I am egoistic, that I can’t deny. I always wanted to win. But sometimes (rarely). I would relent; that’s when you guys are lucky though.

I don’t like people who use profanities.
I can’t stand people saying it even though it’s once in a while.
But sometimes, I do say it too. :p But I’ll regret and smack my mouth.
I rarely feel angry. I guess that’s the only positive thing I am proud of myself.
But once I do, I’ll go extremely superbly quiet.
I guess I’ve learnt it since I was small to always keep my mouth shut.
That’s why it’s hard for me to console people who are angry with me.
Oh, but at the same time I am a rebel person too. Contradicting, I know.
But I would only rebel when things doesn’t go my way.
I rebel in my quiet way. I may be quiet when I am angry but I rebel at the same time. Get it?
I’m patient. Patience with limits. Be friends with me and you‘ll know how high my patience is.

Im not perfect.
And there’s still more weakness in me which I’ve yet to reveal.
Despite all these imperfections, I have a fair share of my strength in myself.
But that is for you guys to judge me. Now enough about myself.

Meet my one and only boyfriend, Nadhir Osman.
♥ My one love, my one heart, my one life for sure.♥

22.02.2010, that’s the special date. And it is special to us somehow in terms of the numeric terms.

As cliché as it may sound, but he completes my life.
He’s my best friend, my best companion, my best advisor, my best everything.
He may not be the most perfect guy in every girl’s eye, but he is to me.
His imperfections are perfect enough to be my better half.

Our relationship may not be as those like in fairytales.
We live in a place called reality.
We’ve had our share of fights and arguments but we never let them get us down.

How much I love him, why do I love him..it’s better left unsaid.

Just so all of you know, HE knows, that I love him truly; always and forever, eternity and beyond.♥

Happy Birthday Iqah ♥ ♥ ♥ [ 8:56 AM ]

Iqaaaaaaah, HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY! Another best friend of mine just going on sweet 17. You and Fatin happy countdown-ing till happy legal days. I’ll be waiting for that day :D

Iqah, my 9th years old friend and till now, still going on strong. We have been sharing most of the things together since primary school. Sad much that I only met you when I was in primary 3 or else we would have been best friends for 10 years. Awwww...

Well, it’s been a wonderful moments of you being part of my life. We’ve shared things for almost half of my life! :D And yes, despite all the wonderful moments, we had our bad times practically every day. HAHA. We fought like countless of times and I know it is all because of me. I know, I’m irritating. Tsktsk.

So I would like to thank this very dear of mine for staying with me through thick and thin up till now. :D

People say that true friends are hard to find. People say that best friends do not exist. Obviously, they haven’t met theirs. I’ve met mine and indeed, I met 3! Oh wait, 4 including Ain who I’ve known for 9 years too (:

Side-tracked.

Iqah, this was not a last minute entry ok. In fact, this very minute that I’m writing this is actually on the 8th November. 10 days before your very own special day. Just want you to know that you are indeed a very special person that somehow plays a huge part in my life.

If you were to think that you didn’t matter in my life. You are damn stupid I tell you. Of course you matter to me! You matter to me than all of my friends. Only God knows how my life would be like if I never met you. I would not have a best friend who is full of lame-ness, irritating, funny, cute, “gorgeous like lady gaga” and most of all, I would have definitely not known the meaning of a true friend.
On this very special day of yours, do enjoy every minute of it. And in every minute of what you are doing, think of me okaaaaay! :p Kidding2. Hmm, I want you to remember things I’m gonna tell you. Not only today or tomorrow but for the rest of your life.

I’ll be that friend to cheer you up when you are down. I’ll be that friend to comfort you when you’re sad. To fight for you when you’re hurt and a friend who will always be there for you. When others walked out of your life, remember that I will not be one of them. And when you did something for MY sake, just don’t. I would be angry but of course in the end I will be okay rightttt. (:
It’s not the matter of how many friends that you have because in the end some will leave you and you are still left with the ones that care for you. So, it doesn’t matter that sometimes you have to hurt some people’s feelings because you should know that you still have me, fatin and kaukau. Who actually are and WILL stay by your side no matter what.

There are moments when I was just being a bitch and hurt your feelings. Just so you know that I don’t really intend to do that to you. I was prolly having some major problems and due to that, I put my anger on you. I’m so proud of you that you actually stayed with me till this very moment despite all my bitchy-ness. Haha. Other than that, of course I just love to irritate you la :p
Ok dear best friend, I know this was like a major grandmother story. I still got a lot of things to tell you! But it’s ok, can tell you any other days.
Lastly, I want to thank you for every single thing that you ever done for me. No words could express my gratitude. I hope that our friendship will still keep on counting and going on strong till our very last breathe. I hope that when someone asks you who your best friend is, you would answer proudly and without giving a second thought saying, “Dian Farhana”. HAHAHA! Oh well, I’m serious -.- Don’t forget some plans that we actually make ok! :D
Your “MORE HOTTER than MEGAN FOX”, “MORE GORGEOUS than LADY GAGA”,

BEST of the BEST FRIEND,

Dian Farhana

P.S This is for you, my best friend. The one person I can tell my soul to, who can relate to me like no other, who I can laugh with to no extent, who I can cry to when times are tough, who can help me with the problems of my life. Never have you turned your back on me or told me I wasn’t good enough or let me down. I don’t think you know what that means to me. You have gone through so much pain and you still have time for me and I love you for listening even when you’re dying inside. And I look up to you because you’re strong, and caring, and beautiful, even though you don’t think you are (but sometimes you did). And I hope you know that I’m always here to listen to you laugh and cry and help in all the ways that I can, and I will try to be at least half the friend you are to me. I hope you know I would not be the person I am today without you, my best friend. Thanks for being the friend who’s always believed in me, who’s always understood, who’s always accepted me, who’s always cared.