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Well hello. (:
Enjoy, cheerios!

Hello, my name is Dian Farhana Friends call me Dian. Colleagues/teachers/faci/strangers prefer calling me Farhana.
I don’t why, they just do. -.-
For me? I’m fine with both, really. (:
I have a lot of nicknames; some are too embarrassing to state down.

Well, I’m officially legal as of 8 February 1992. Nothing to brag off actually.
Yes, it sure sounds sexciting and I do anticipate for this special day.
But once it’s over, it’s over. My life goes on, still the same every single day. -.-
I’m taking a diploma in RP majoring in Sports and Leisure management.
This may not be my first choice but still, I am really glad I get into this course.
I shall live my hopes on seeing my one and only idol, Usain Bolt.
Yes, I’m a big fan of him because I go “wow” when I see him runs and I go “oooh~” when he wins. :p
Oh well, it was just a wish. I hope it would come true though. :D USAIN BOLT, please visit Singapore, pretty please with millions cherries on tops.

One word, nine letters to describe myself.
I’m different; metaphorically though.
I’m different in a way that I have my own mindset and my thoughts, my belief; my thinking is different from others.
I guess I belong to the minority groups that think the same way as I do.

I think I am anti-social.
Honestly, I’m not a person who mingles with strangers and hit off with them like polaroid instantly.
I am quiet when I’m alone. But once I’m with a bunch of crazy friends around me, be prepared to see me being crazier than them.
I don’t like noisy places or worse, crowded places.
I just have this feeling that everyone is staring at me and that is scary.
I pity my parents most of the time because they are usually pressured whenever we are dining out.

I am born to be stubborn. That’s something you have to bear with me.
I want things to go my way. I am extremely determined to achieve what I want and it must happen.
I am very demanding. Try go against me, I’ll give you a triple worse attitude. Wanna give it a try?
I am egoistic, that I can’t deny. I always wanted to win. But sometimes (rarely). I would relent; that’s when you guys are lucky though.

I don’t like people who use profanities.
I can’t stand people saying it even though it’s once in a while.
But sometimes, I do say it too. :p But I’ll regret and smack my mouth.
I rarely feel angry. I guess that’s the only positive thing I am proud of myself.
But once I do, I’ll go extremely superbly quiet.
I guess I’ve learnt it since I was small to always keep my mouth shut.
That’s why it’s hard for me to console people who are angry with me.
Oh, but at the same time I am a rebel person too. Contradicting, I know.
But I would only rebel when things doesn’t go my way.
I rebel in my quiet way. I may be quiet when I am angry but I rebel at the same time. Get it?
I’m patient. Patience with limits. Be friends with me and you‘ll know how high my patience is.

Im not perfect.
And there’s still more weakness in me which I’ve yet to reveal.
Despite all these imperfections, I have a fair share of my strength in myself.
But that is for you guys to judge me. Now enough about myself.

Meet my one and only boyfriend, Nadhir Osman.
♥ My one love, my one heart, my one life for sure.♥

22.02.2010, that’s the special date. And it is special to us somehow in terms of the numeric terms.

As cliché as it may sound, but he completes my life.
He’s my best friend, my best companion, my best advisor, my best everything.
He may not be the most perfect guy in every girl’s eye, but he is to me.
His imperfections are perfect enough to be my better half.

Our relationship may not be as those like in fairytales.
We live in a place called reality.
We’ve had our share of fights and arguments but we never let them get us down.

How much I love him, why do I love him..it’s better left unsaid.

Just so all of you know, HE knows, that I love him truly; always and forever, eternity and beyond.♥

Ah bacer la korang [ 10:05 PM ]

Finally, some quality time with mum today even if its for a short while. Its been ages since we were alone and enjoy ourselves. :D J8 shopping was so not counted because.. oh well its not really a bonded quality time.

Met her at tpy coz she wanted to pay something. And since we're there, we shopped. I know..-.- of all places. Haha. But hey, it doesn't matter where is the place as long as we know how to make it enjoyable (: So, after we paid the stuff, we went around the tpy uh. haha. Sis bdae is coming soon. So, yeah mum told me a damn short funny convo between her and sis. Well, mum planned to buy her a bag. She sort of suspected it and told mum don't buy it. Mum was liked.. -____-" Then she say she want money. HAHA. Pandai mintak sey adek aku skarang. But then she say if don't want to give nevermind. Buy for her headphones or wallet. HAHA. And the wallet, she want like mine. Siak uhhh. Mahal siol my wallet. It cost around 30+ bucks sak. But nvm la. I told mum I will buy her that. Mum can buy the headphones. So we walked the whole tpy just for the sake of the headphones -________-". Its damn easy to find but the colour is the problem. She want pink. PINK siol.. ??!!! Gosh. But what to do.. haish..

So while we hunted the whole tpy, we enjoyed every minute of it. First we saw a spa having some promotion. I did eyebrow shaping. Damn cheap. 2 bucks only siol. Better then threading. Happy skjap ^.^ Mum wanna do facial. But then she got her make-up on and she lazy to wash and put it on back. So she just sat there and waited for me. I payed for the eyebrow packages! 10 session for 50 bucks. Fulermak, money gone like that. But cheap mah.. So just pay. Haha.

Then, went to buy shoes. Then, went to buy food at burger king. Then.. went home. HAHA. Because Im damn tired. Mum's tired too. We practically walked the whole tpy. How can we not be tired?! -.- All thanks to Farah Yusniza's gift. And guess what? We didn't buy uh. Because there's no pink. Pffft. Alot of green seyy. Niceeeeee. Humph! But damn expensive.

In the bus, we had a talk. Its been damnnnnnnnn long since we talked to each other about our lives. Haish. And she asked about hanlet. More haisssssssh. Sedih uh abeh. I always dreamed of telling her one day that we are together. But dreams are just dreams la eh. So I told her Im trying my best to move on right now. Making lots of new guys friends. LOL. But she knows one thing about my heart. I may go around making friends with guys but I will stick to one till God knows how long. She even asked me about Aizat. I was like.."Oh, I've got no feelings for him already uh". I bet she was shocked. Hmm..

Its nice to be able to share something with a mum. But sometimes I feel so low. Like just now, when I talked about my failure in love..its damn embarrassing okay. Like why we never worked out and so on. Haish. But its okay, Im still young. As what I have promised, Im gonna have bf only when I reached 18. So yeah.. still months away. Woo! (:

Ok, anyway2..lets talk about school. School was fine I guess? Just that the first break was a bit of a spoiler. -.- Didn't expect it at all. For a minute, I was like damn excited then I remembered that Im not supposed to feel happy. -.- Urgh. Im supposed to stop kn. Alermaaaak. Then, in class Izzah webcammed with Afeeq(if im nt wrong) and nadhir. I sebok2 la join skali. Hahaha. Afeeq power siol buat rhyme. Show u example ehhh..

nadhir likes her, pulls off she's so stunnin'. Askin' izzah for advice, rejection's he's scared of facin'.

busted pe. padehal tak seyy. -.-

her contact lens are nice, her fringe is so long. i feel like cuttin' them off, now that's not so wrong.

sumpah tk perlu. but betol la. my fringe damn long. hahaha

four points of the screen, a girl that unknown to me. she thinks she very pretty, well i can't deny but agree. i'm searchin words like magic, a little slow u can't see. now i've completed a verse, please pay me it ain't free.

I swear I didn't say Im pretty. Urghhh.

I know it was like.. -______-".. but hey, the rhyme is nice ok! The content only not nice. Hahaha.

Erm..oh3! Today is Thomas Birthday! Happy Birthday Classmate! :D Just turn 17 or whaaat. Younger than me sia. HAHAHA. :p

K done.

And hmm.. maybe its true la eh. Im a bad daughter. Bad lover. And a bad friend. But at least I don't complain to other friends. Maybe last time I do. But hey, I've grown up. We're not in primary sch or secondary school anymore. To read something from who I've always known as best friend that really upset me is so not cool k. Seriously.